Her Heart
Once her ❤️ heart gets too heavy with pain, she doesn't cry.. neither does she fight...she just turns silent... completely silent...
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खुद
थक कर रुक जाओ जो कभी,
रूट जाओ जो खुद से कभी,
तो पलट कर देखना एक बार।
फिर सोचना!
यहां तक जो चले आए है,
तो रोक पाएगा क्या कोई?
मुझे और आगे हमें बढ़ने में।
खुद मै भी नहीं!!
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सोचता हूँ कुछ एसा करूँ कि
तू ज़िन्दगी भर ना भूले मुझे।
फिर खुद का ख्याल आया जो
कर दिया तो मेरा क्या होगा!
©saroozzzz -
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बवाल
चुपके से हम काम करते हैं।
ना शोर न कोई सवाल करते हैं।
सिलसिले है कारनामों के,
वही सारे बवाल करते हैं।
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@readwriteunite @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @the_writing_spookAnd finally today I moved on. If someday you see me somewhere just wave at me and I will come to you. I will pass a smile and greet you the same way I did you the very first time. There will be a new beginning but I won't let it proceed. Coz I will have to tell you and show then that a few years back I really moved.
©Shivangi Lavaniya -
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@readwriteunite @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @the_writing_spookI still remember the day you left. I still remember your last words to me. You asked me not to love anyone the way I do you. I kept my promise. I disconnected from everyone. I don't know why I always listened to you so genuinely. Then one fine day you returned telling me to get normal and move on. I was baffled not because you returned but because of what I was doing since the day you left. I was Following you just to realize in the end I was wrong the entire way. And you left again leaving my heart bruised and aching. My heart was longing for you just as my soul but in an instant, you vanished. I couldn't even realize if it was really you or mere my dream.
©Shivangi Lavaniya -
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@writersnetwork @the_writing_spook @willow923 #awritersuniverse #herheartpoetryAfter all that happened I shouldn't be checking your feeds. But everytime I tell myself not to, the very next moment I find myself going back to you. I don't know how to restrict myself anymore or may be you act more like a magnet to my heart. I have never been like this before.
After all that happened I shouldn't be checking your posts but your smile even today end up giving me butterflies. Your eyes even today makes me feel luckiest for I have seen the love for me in your deepest, honest and most adorable eyes.
©Shivangi Lavaniya -
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@writersnetwork @the_writing_spook #awritersuniverse #herheartpoetry #artlixrpoetry @mirakeeworld @writersnetworkSome nights are terrible and some days are terrible too. Nights nowadays just shakes the spirit and makes me realize in its hollowness. There's no escape from this weird feeling nor from this darkness that prevails. I close my eyes yet finds nothing just the darkness all around. I open my eyes still finds nothing but the darkness. Just similar to the darkness that prevails in my heart.
I don't know this loneliness is scary and this feeling is terrible.
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@writersnetwork #penguinpoetrynyc #awritersuniverse #herheartpoetry #artlixrpoetryI don't blame you anymore, for feeling restless,
hopeless and impatient. Now I have realized, love
does it to you. And it has no control. I realize
it wasn't that you did all that intentionally,
I understand you just did coz it felt right at
that time. And I have come to terms with the fact
that you just loved me though not in the way
I anticipated and that's where everything went
wrong. I don't know how to say it but I apologize
for being insensitive and immature. I apologize for
not being able to understand your love. I
respect you now and won't regret anything that
happened. I won't even return for I know nothing
can be changed though love is still intact the same way
before. It's just that I have realized and I apologize.
©Shivangi Lavaniya -
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#penguinpoetrynyc #speakoutwriter #herheartpoetry #artlixrpoetryThere's grief not coz of love, relationship or moments but separation. I always read we should move on but now I respect all those who ever did for I realize how intense the struggle is. The burden of the Bag filled with memories, moments, pictures, love and care just crawls us backwards Making it almost impossible to take even a step ahead. And I stumble and fall and I look back to all the time we spent together the moments we promised to cherish for a lifetime and I smile and just start contemplating about going back to the time where we both once belonged together until I realize you already left.
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#penguinpoetrynyc #speakoutwriter #herheartpoetry #artlixrpoetryIf someday I get back to you
don't tell me how to behave,
how to talk
and
which bond to share.
If someday I decide to look back
and take some steps backwards
don't push me telling move on.
If someday I finally force you
to choose me don't hesitate
for that day I will be the
strongest person in this world.
If only it happens someday...
©Shivangi Lavaniya -
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@readwriteunite @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteuniteI have felt the pain. The pain of being unfair with the familiar faces. The pain of being strange to the place I once called home. The pain of being unwanted by the ones who always preferred me over everyone else. The pain of being misunderstood by the ones who always understand you. The pain of being ignored by the ones who always cared for you. Sometimes pain is understanding everyone and in return being misunderstood by everyone every time. Sometimes I really feel the pain. Sometimes it's better not to understand at all and be numb.
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And I could nomore hold your hand
for I could feel the past's sensation even
today lingering in your palm.
And I could no more look into your eyes
for even today
I wish to see that love you once had for me.
And I could no more sit beside you
for I feel like
hugging you
and I know I won't even get that warmth
in return.
And I could no more say I love you for I know
you love someone else the same way you loved me before.
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Love isn't a battle. It's a feeling that never leaves your embrace and keep giving you pang.
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I miss "Us"
I miss you. So I thought I should delete your pictures for they make me miss you harder. I thought it's time to take a step and I should really think of moving on. I tried deleting your pictures. But soon I realized even if I delete one picture a day it will take few years for we always shared each moment coz of the distances between us.
I miss you. The idea of spending each moment with you hurts now. I have your voice notes in my audios, I have songs sung by you, I have videos you used to send of your friends or the activities or anything you felt like sharing with me, and all of your pictures like good morning pictures, good afternoon pictures, sleeping pictures, occasional pictures, pictures reflecting your childishness pictures telling your naughtiness pictures reflecting your beauty and pictures where you used to send me flying kisses.
I miss you. The way I used to smile whole day without even realizing why. The way I used to pass smiles randomly at strangers coz you always told me I was powerful and my smile too. The way I used to gaze nature and spend time appreciating beauty of nature. I miss going for walks or on cycling for you wanted me to be fit and fine.
But more than anything I miss us. The way you always had solutions to my problems. The way you never let me freak out. The way you always tackled me with love and care. The way you always helped in my tough times. The way you never let me be alone. The way you always became the support I always craved for. The way you always made me happy and the way you always helped me grow. I miss us the idea of our togetherness the plans the love the stability the understanding the love. I miss everything.
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And you keep coming and leaving me as if nothing happened. You give me hopes which make me smile like an idiot. You give me happiness that nobody can ever give. And you bring everything I ever wanted in my life at once, just like the approaching waves brings happiness to kids you have the same effect on me. As I see you approaching I start smiling. I open my arms to bring you into my embrace for some time but just like the waves as I am about to feel you, you just retreat yourself and you become unapproachable for me.
I run behind you, just like those kids and return empty-handed coz you just vanished in the vast sea where I couldn’t distinguish between you and other waves though I often try to find you in everyone I meet and I couldn’t.
Maybe god made you like an unsolvable riddle, on whom I keep spending my time trying to find the solution trying to get you but I fail always until one day I found someone solving you so easily with a smile.
Maybe you weren’t my puzzle may be you were never meant to be mine.
And I keep waiting for you to revisit me, I sit there on the shore waiting for you to visit me again so I could embrace you but I never find you again, I couldn’t.
Maybe I took too long to catch you, that’s the only stupid reason I could ever come up even after knowing you were not meant for me, in fact, I wasn’t meant for you or for anybody, after all, how can air restrict itself, how can it claim its right to a single place or thing when it knows it has to move and keep moving and not to stop for even a moment or it will lose its existence its real sense. That’s what I am and what I am meant for. To keep moving, may be I was distracted by your beauty, or your depth or the serenity with which you moved and the thud with which you hit the shore.
You know I envy the sand lying on the shore, that you touched may be ones in a day or at least who gets to see you and gets observe you coming moving. I envy.
I envy everyone who could hear you making noises. I envy everyone who could gaze you...
- may be yours like for never
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#illogicalpoemworld #wordswithqueens @runawaywriters @oltmblog @willyoureadittome @writersnetworkAnd you never forget your first love. You still search for them in everybody you love. You still Love them deep down somewhere. But you hide from the world. You act around them to fool them so your friendship doesn't break. You try to fool yourself too, may be you do too but to an extent and then in one fine night you break and that too so badly that your tears deny to stop and you cry till you fall asleep. That's the true love, your first love.
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Burn those bridges that you destroyed,
Why are you even leaving me to survive?
The fault game is too bitter,
My sensations are numbed and shattered.
Maybe my soul will want you sometimes,
But I know I won't ever need you anymore.
Hope you are happy, now that you are free,
As if my tears were driving you to insanity.
Showering mercy 'cause you think you're divine;
I've let my demons conquer,
Don't you know that hell is now mine? -
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If this makes you smile
These gestures like wine
I will keep doing
Regularly in little while
If this keeps you mine
These winks like hi-five
I will keep doing
Like always in Heights
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#illogicalpoemworld #wordswithqueens @runawaywriters @oltmblog @willyoureadittome @writersnetwork @readwriteuniteAnd we all are broken most of the time by the things we love.
©Shivangi Lavaniya