My one and only
"Amit, what if mom wakes up?"
What if chahat wakes up amit, i am really scared!
The first time she touched me, she holded my hand, I was inside her home. I was scared too but i couldn't let her be upset. I loved her.
I hugged her and gave her reassurance that "no body was going to wake up"
So much for an advice. Ikr!
But it's the thing about love , you are it's fool. You do things you never would do in any other situation but for love you would do beautiful things.
Why? You ask.
Because if you don't, the hell you are doing!
She was atleast not alone and in my arms and it meant the world to me. It was a saturday night. I remember because those details are still stuck in my head like my father's bike horn he honks everytime he comes outside our home..
march 30th 2018. I had jst came home in my vacations and i was going to play badminton in front of her house, which i didn't know of earlier.And there she was.A 15 seconds walk and she turned left. Is this really happening?
Wait! Where is this girl going?
Who are you, girl in the black top, walking in front of my house, talking to yourself , making all kinds of hand gestures. And she went home.
Radhika, my cousin used to study with her. By this time, you must be wondering who is this "her" what's so special about her that i am writing this story. Well the little things. It's always the little things. Be it be her adorable walk or how she cried for her friend , the one who had breathing problems. She is so emotional and kind and beautiful. She had a compassion for my soul, each time i felt her greasing touch on my skin.
"I will never forget our first kiss. Our lips raw with love. She gave me her everything.
She just laughed her ass out in my face when I told her i loved her smile. Her smile was to die for. And maybe i am not charles buwoski but i have had my share of heart breaks for a life time.
You won't believe me but her's it was. The undying heart of mine, walked to hers like the baby walks towards his mother in search of love.
I just didn't know until she asked me to be her one and only. We don't talk much now. Our cities same, but our hearts grew distant. we grew apart. When the morning comes, i know she won't be there. I wonder if it was all a dream. Or her promises were fake. But why would she do something like this. I wonder if that room makes shadows of love now where she pierced my heart once and for all.
All this time, I have been waiting to smile. Have been Holding it back for a while . She is my holy road. Go back to her. Apologise. Run!
No stop! back off mr.
Who do you think you are? (In my head)
Why do you forget that she took your everything when she left you. I won't revive my relationship. I don't want to. And if she does feel that way too, i hope she
Like a prayer only needs a reason, a hunter waiting for season to kill, i only need her. But who cares!
Who is going to tell her that i was looking for a place to worship and she made ne kneel before her.
" Not me"
"Not this time"
Amit singh | @wanderpen