it felt like magic, the whole world was our circus
it felt thrilling, high on the affections oozing around us
I felt blessed, love made my emotions melt
the farther you were from me, the fonder my heart felt
the butterflies, goosebumps and orgasms,
the hugs, kisses and fantasies
the plans, dreams and aspirations
the low tides, frustration and exasperations
the highs, fun and admiration.
the accomplishments, love and adulation
Felt great until it started to fade,
was willing to let this ship sail,
was easy to speak up until I started to cave,
going through a lot, I had to wade,
sinking, au-revoir to my insecurities, I say
what's the price to renovate my inner mental palace, I'm ready to pay
welcome- to peace of mind, I bade
wanted you more but needed some space,
wanted us to run these tracks together but you couldn't keep up the pace.
I really loved you but didn't know how to let it show...
I wanted to keep you but had to let go...