#NuEmUntitles

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  • nocturnal_enigma 24w

    Untitle 68 ~

    Purple flowers bloom;
    Maple leaves fallen.
    My heart also bloom;
    As again, I have fallen...
    in love with you...
    my dear, myself.
    I can't live without 'you';
    I really love myself.
    A couple; my soul and me;
    Just me, myself and I.
    You matter to me;
    If you're ok, so do I.
    The pimple grows;
    Ew, it's so gross.
    Life ain't simple, it's complicated;
    Just like people, some are hated.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 34w

    #NuEmUntitles

    * My short-song/lyrical poem

    * All my songs at #NuEmSongs

    * Another entry for a #song #challenge : #blue_eve_04 by @cyan_rose

    * I'll upload the video recording with sound to my Youtube channel, later. (Username at my bio.)

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    I'm...in a state of denial...
    of my own existence;
    It's like, I'm judged in a trial;
    The judges are taking turns.

    There's no one, I can speed-dial;
    To save me from the death-sentence...
    of their judgements; Then, they give me a vial...
    of poisonous words; As if, I'm no one's...importance.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 36w

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    * An entry for #words17mar_wt #challenge by @writerstolli #writerstolli

    * Using these 5 required words:
    #Frames #Bubbles #Curtain #Granite #Basket

    * I dedicate this to my future #spouse @ my real #soulmate

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    Our pictures are in albums, not hang in frames;
    We are soulmates and also twin-flames.

    Our dirty clothes in the laundry basket;
    We will wrap each others in a blanket.

    Our little kid blowing those tiny bubbles;
    We notice our child's random babbles.

    Our kids will peek us through the curtain;
    We'll shower them with lots of love; it's certain.

    Our relationship will be sturdy like granite;
    We'll kiss their foreheads; whisper..."Goodnight"

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 37w

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    * An entry for #deadalive_wt #challenge by @writerstolli #writerstolli

    #dead #alive

    * The 'parasite' in this poem refers to toxic thoughts

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    Untitle 65 ~

    I am dead, deep inside;
    Engulfed by the parasite;
    "How do I live this life?"
    "What for, I am alive?!"
    ~
    I am alive, for certain purpose;
    It's NOT, waiting to be proposed!
    Been let down; Lift-up my head;
    Living my life, before I am dead.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 38w

    #NuEmUntitles

    * A short loop poem #LoopPoem

    * My much longer loop poem here: Untitle 9 ~ at #NuEmLoop

    #NuEmSay

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    Untitle 64 ~

    Ones won't always get what ones want
    Want something, but cannot have it.
    It is frustrating. Trust God, who give us life.
    Life full of blessings. That's what we need.
    Need to keep on living. Beliefs; believing.
    Believing that there are still some hopes.
    Hopes; Hopefully, wait for some miracles.
    Miracles come; Go through any obstacles.
    Obstacles appear; Opportunities to be grab.
    Grab the bull by the horns; Never give-up!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 38w

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    * I've uploaded the video recording with audio for the dialogue on my IG. (Link at my Mirakee's Bio.)

    A late entry for #dialogue_wt #challenge by @writerstolli #writerstolli (the daily challenge was 2 days ago)

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    Leader of Young Gangsters Gang = LOYGG
    Leader of Old Gangsters Gang: LOOGG
    One member of Old Gangsters Gang: OMOOGG
    One member of Young Gangsters Gang: OMOYGG

    ~

    * A short dialogue of my unfinished story- Gangsters In The Alley (GITA). Well, I've never write it. Only figured out the title & bit of story, inside of my head, long ago. �� ~

    * I heard the 2nd sentence somewhere, before. So, I add the 'foods' part. ��

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    LOYGG : *singing* I'm gonna punch your face, I'm gonna kick your ass, I'm gonna do it the best, cuz' I'm a bad ass x3 ~

    LOOGG: I'm gonna hunt you, I'm gonna kill you, I'm gonna eat you...foods!

    OMOOGG: Not foods, it's fools!

    LOOGG: How dare you call me a fool?!

    OMOYGG: Let's just all of us go eat. Then, we'll fight together, instead of with each other!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 41w

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    * I've told only few peoples, about my future wedding date: 12.02.2021.
    (It's 9 days before my 26th birthday. Yey!)

    * But, strangely, there's no even a candidate. �� (Well, I have 3 new real crushes, but it's likely that, they don't like me. Lol ��)

    * Hm..I can't just marry myself, right? ��

    * I've been over-thinking �� about many random things. One of them, I often think �� about death.

    * So, I don't mind, if, I can't ever get marry, like I wanted to. Huhu..

    * I think, �� I can still live this life, even without a life partner. As I've seen many single peoples including my own relatives. Their life seems alright, to me.

    * Undead = Zombie
    - I look pale, like a zombie, as I lack of sleep, because of insomnia.

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    Dear, my soulmate, ♥️ I've set our wedding date;
    It's 12.02.2021; in 1 year; So, don't you forget that!

    ~

    Wait a second, is there even a candidate?!
    Who want to marry me? I look like an 'undead'

    ~

    Shall I, just ask, to be set-up by my Dad? ️
    But, I don't want to meet on a 'blind-date'

    ~

    What if I won't ever marry and just end-up dead?!
    If death comes first, before soulmate, I'll accept that!

    ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 41w

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    * An entry for a challenge- 'Weakness as Strength' #cees_was_chall challenge by: @carolyns_challenges

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    * 1st-2nd lines are inspired by these lyrics of the song: Girl On Fire by Alicia Keys:

    "Oh, she got both feet on the ground....
    Oh, she got her head in the clouds."

    * The words 'ground' & 'clouds' are used in 1st & last stanzas.

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    Yeah, my head is stucked in the clouds;
    But, my feet still stand; stay on the ground.
    Let me get on stage; hear peoples applauds;
    Their clapping hands make echoing sounds.
    I would like to make my parents be proud;
    So, I fight for my dreams, till the last round!
    To be myself; yes; that; I am allowed.
    But, I can't expose my deepest wounds.
    As I know that, among the crowds;
    There hide some vicious 'hounds'.
    Whenever, I get mad, I become loud;
    Unaware; there are peoples around.
    One day, I'll die; then, wrapped in a shroud;
    With that last cloth, my dead body is bound.
    Until then, I'll keep walking under the sky of clouds;
    Well, I'll keep living until I'm buried under the ground.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 42w

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    An entry for #wordsearch_wt #challenge by @writerstolli #writerstolli

    Write 9 words quote/phrase using 3 of the words from given word-search puzzle.

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    At first, I edit the picture prompt with phone. But, as I don't have a stylus pen and only use my index finger to circle with colours, it looks messy. So, I decided to draw it and do the word search puzzle on paper, then colour it. (But, it looks messier though. Lol)

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    These are 30 words (out of 107); I used for the short-piece:

    Writer, Kind, Editor, Protagonist, Romance, Volume, Review, Fantasy, Poet, Typo, Plot, Edition, Male, Eye, Synopsis, Setting, Contents, Glossary, Design, Justified, Niche, Margins, Antagonist, Series, Chapter, Quote, Font, Words, Blurb, Puns

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    Mine has 12 different versions.

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    A wounded poet and writer; writing is my niche!

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    Readers eyeing books; just to read blurbs; a.k.a synopsis.

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    From a chapter, to book series; the plot thickens.

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    Reviews are based on contents; not volumes of books.

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    Margins of pages; Amazing design; A special edition book.

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    I'm special edition; only 'caught' by males eyes; Uncatchable!

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    Editors check for typos; Use proper fonts and sizes.

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    A fantasy story need an 'eye-catching; imaginary setting.

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    Vigilante protagonists versus villainous antagonists; justified; to prevail justice.

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    New words learned from glossary; New quotes are formed.

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    Romance requires quality time, kind gestures and puns jokes.

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    Setting: Future; My soulmate approaches, then, proposes; Romance-fantasy.

    ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    * Before this, I only found 30 (out of many) words from the Word Search Puzzle.

    * There are 14 more words suggested by someone, at the comment section.

    - Hero -Poem -Index -Character -Fan - Suit - Gape
    - Line -Witty -Six -Doe - Toe - Tent - Loss

    I thought there are a total of 44 words, from the puzzle. (30+14)

    But, I found another 63 more words:

    Dew Wed Mew Unit Ant Sign Gloss Ten Net TV Just Rat Art Age No On Bookstore Book Store Cops Pay Grammar Kindle Ear Car Edit Fee Box Blog BestSellers Best Sellers Sell Leaf Tide Man Mystery Set Publish Pen Read Hurt Blur Classic Class Sin Climax Title Oil Hot Pet Ape Fiction Tape Pat Tage Spa Bee Been Mark Help Win View

    So, I guess, the total is, maybe, 107? (44 + 63)

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  • nocturnal_enigma 44w

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    A #Haynaku on my #Uniqueness

    An entry for #uniqueness_wt #challenge by @writerstolli #writerstolli

    Haynaku's format:

    Basic: 1-2-3
    Reverse: 3-2-1
    Multiple: More than 1

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    Strange...
    to strangers;
    Stared by eyes.

    I'm not crazy;
    Don't panic!
    Misunderstood.

    Neither a freak,
    Nor deranged.
    I'm...

    Unique;
    An enigma;
    A weirdo; eccentric.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 44w

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    * An entry for 2 challenges by @writerstolli #writerstolli

    #horror_wt

    #combine6a_wt

    2 new words used as required:

    Zoanthropy = A form of madness involving the delusion of being an animal, with correspondingly altered behaviour

    Widdershins = In a direction contrary to the sun's course, consodered as unlucky; anticlockwise

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    * It's quite long. 950 words.
    Take your time to read it.
    (If you want to) ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

    Zombified ~

    A teenage boy stands outside a musical-instruments shop.

    His eyes focus on a guitar. The cashier is sleeping at the counter.

    "This is my chance!"; he thought.

    He creeps inside and takes the guitar.

    "Hey!" The cashier wakes up and see the boy.

    The boy run out of the shop; while the cashier shout "Thief!"

    He runs through an alley; as far as he can go and as fast as his feet takes him.

    It's a tunnel. That's where he is at right now.

    Still holding the guitar, he begins running his fingers through the strings.

    This is his first time playing a guitar. But, he already plays it so well.

    He falls asleep in the tunnel. It's been nights that he hardly sleep.

    While he is sleeping, a train comes forward in a widdershins direction.

    He hear the sound. In a drowsy manner, he tries to stand. One of his feet; his left foot get stuck in between a railway track.

    He stumble; then, fall, yet, tries to get up.

    But, it's already too late.

    The train hit him hard. He feels an intense pain.

    His body is there, lying on the ground.

    He looks at it. Instantly, he knows, he is already dead.

    It's dusk. The sun has settling down.

    The moon begins his night-shift.

    But, it looks bigger than ever. It's like a lunar eclipse phenomenon.

    He posses his own dead body and move his limbs.

    Suddenly, he start to howl like a wolf. He is in a zoanthropy state.

    He darts towards the moving train and attack the train conductor.

    Then, he moves forward.

    The passengers see him and start to get panic.

    "Zombie!"

    "No! Zombies!" As one of them point to the train coordinator.

    2 zombies becomes 20.

    A girl is the only one who survives as she jumps off the train. She safely lands on the grasses.

    She watches as the unstoppable train crashes and explodes.

    She is grateful that she is still alive.

    She walks alone in the dark until she arrives at the same tunnel.

    Too bad the guitar is broken. Or else she can try to play it.

    She picks up the guitar anyway. She thought to get it repaired.

    She arrives at the town that the teenage boy came from.

    The cashier of the musical-instruments shop get scolded by his boss; for sleeping during work and also because of the guitar get stolen.

    "That's the guitar!" The cashier exclaimed

    "So, you are the one who stole it?" The boss asked her.

    "No, it wasn't me"

    "Yeah. It wasn't her. It was a boy"

    For returning the guitar, (even though its already broken), the shop owner a.k.a the boss gave her a dollar.

    She happily takes it. After thanking him, she bought a bread with the money and eat it hungrily. She was starving to death!

    The bread was only 50 cents so she had a change of another 50 cents.

    9 p.m.

    The night is getting darker.

    Its a silent freezing cold dark night.

    The shops in town are closing.

    The residents of nearby townhouses supposed to be sleeping. (Or maybe there's some of them who are still awake.)

    As for her, with nowhere else to go, she has become homeless.

    So, she lay down at the corridor of a shop-lot.

    She was about to fall asleep when suddenly, she heard a scream.

    There is a woman not far from her.

    What makes her scream?

    Out of nowhere, the horde of zombies from the train crash invade the town!

    Their voiced eachoed, "Brain! Brain!"

    But, they are supposed to be dead!

    Wait. They already dead. So, that means they just can't die again?

    Everyone in the towns are running away from the zombies.

    Some get eaten anyway.

    She see the zombies crack open peoples heads and munch their brains like snacks.

    It remind her to the sentence 'The zombies ate your brain' that appear after players lost Plants Vs Zombies game.

    It seems that the reality is more terrifying than the game.

    She sense a breath at her neck. She turn around and see a zombie try to attack her.

    She dodge it and stumble down.

    Her 50 cent falls from the pocket.

    She picks up the coin.

    The zombie is right in front of her and it grab her wrists.

    She pushes the coin in one of its eyeballs.

    It shrieked in pain. "Argh!" (Which sound like a pirate).

    Another zombie comes to attack her.

    But, a man goes between them.

    No, not a man.

    He's a zombie too.

    He is the teenage boy, the one who attack the train conductor before and the one who started all the chaos.

    "Go! Run! Now!"

    She wonder how he still has his conscience, that apart from being a zombie, he was a human too.

    She runs away from there. Not even looking back.

    Out of a sudden, there's loud sound of thunder and lightning strikes at the dark sky.

    She stops out of shock.

    The zombies look at the sky.

    They are attracted to sound and light.

    The rain start to fall heavily.

    But, its not a normal rain.

    Its an acid rain.

    The zombies cry hysterically as the water corrode their skin.

    She quickly stand under a shelter.

    Not long after that, all the zombies die.

    This time, its a real death. They will not come back alive again.

    Their corpses are everywhere in the town.

    It will take much time to bury all of them.

    She is the only one who survives from the zombie apocalypse.

    How could she keep living there, as everyone else has gone?

    So, she decide to continue her journey by walking to the next town ahead.

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    THE END

    ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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  • nocturnal_enigma 48w

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    What more that life
    has to offer for all of us?
    Is it mere dissappointments?
    It's December; 2019 will come to an end
    A New Year, 2020 is coming soon
    and it will be a new beginning.

    But, I feel indifference
    towards any changes in life.
    I will be turning 25 soon
    On my birthday, in February
    They say, "Age is just a number"
    However, I know, I'm getting older.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 48w

    Untitle 57 ~

    It's Sunday; I take off my sandal
    and walk on the white sandy beach
    I sense the sands under my bare feet
    As I'm walking, I leave my footprints

    But, they get washed off
    by the sea's high tidal wave
    I get into the salty water; as
    the ocean wave me "Hi"

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 50w

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    As I wage a war of one,
    my armaments can't fail me now.

    I've practised many times; more than once;
    But, I'm impressed with others skills; "Wow!"

    Yet, I've improved myself; My master said "One's...
    power is not weapons. It's the mind"; I nod and bow.

    Then, time passed; Finally, I've done...
    my training; I have to fulfill my vow.

    Though this is not the way I want,
    I need to keep fighting; I won't allow...

    the foes to pass through; Well, I can't...
    surrender; I must win this battle, but, how?

    As now, I'm left alone; there is no one...
    else, except me; But, I can't give-up now!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @nocturnal_enigma

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    * Written in notebook: 14/12/2019; 1.35 a.m
    * Published on Mirakee: 14/12/2019; 2:40 a.m

    * Entry for #cees_war_prompt #challenge by @carolyns_challenges

    The phrase given:

    "As I wage a war of one, my armaments can't fail me now"

    Armament = military weapons and equipment.

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    #War #Battle #Fight #Fantasy

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  • nocturnal_enigma 50w

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    * Written in notebook: 10/12/2019; 9.50 a.m
    * Posted on Mirakee: 12/12/2019; 8.25 p.m

    #Semordnilap (words that become another word when spelled backward)

    * The original lines for 7th stanza was:

    "There's nothing I can do now"
    "I'm losing it. Oh, I almost won!"

    It was negative. So, I changed it to a positive one:

    "I shall live at the moment. Focus on 'now'"
    "I almost lost control. But, I guess, I won!"

    * 8th stanza refer to a person who look at the mirror and see ones own reflection. Now, ones is not the one who ones was. As that person used to despised ones own face. But, as time goes on, ones have learned to accept how ones looks like.

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    The heavy rain had just stop,
    It watered the flowers in pots.

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    River of tears flow; there's no dam...
    to stop it; Ones almost become mad.

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    When ones in such gloomy mood
    It feels like everything is in doom

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    Can't sleep; get some naps.
    Will it shorten ones life-span?

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    Burden of pains; heavier than a ton;
    Want to cry again; "Shall I? Should not?"

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    Look at the time on clock; it's almost at ten;
    10 a.m; Ones feel trapped; like a fish in a net

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    "I shall live at the moment. Focus on now"
    "I almost lost control. But, I guess, I won!"

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    One's inner wars; "Once I saw...
    me. Now, I'm not who I was!"

    ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    If I come to you and say "Hi"! ��
    Will it make you feel... 'high'?

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    Don't be too sad �� when you feel low
    Life seems unfair, but there's God's law

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    Yeah, each of of have our own flaws.
    But, don't judge or ones tear will flows ��

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    Well, life teach us more than a lesson
    We hope our sufferings can be lessen.

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    Don't let your heart �� be empty; fill...
    it with lots of love; ❤ you gotta feel!

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    Maybe, there's actually nothing...
    to worry about; we just over-think! ��

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    To not fail and successfully pass
    'tests' in life, let go of the past!

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    Look forward to tomorrow, set a life's 'goal';
    When golden opportunies come, grab of the 'gold!'

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    Even when seems stuck, can't go anywhere
    We have to move; just keep going anyway

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    By the way, why don't we get-along?; Let...
    bygone be bygone! "I'm sorry"; is it too late?

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    Thank you, everyone; who has been dropping by
    I have to take a break; I will be back soon; "Bye"! ��

    © Nuruliffa Emirah

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    #NuEmUntitles

    #homonyms #Mirakee

    * Updated on: 30th October 2019: 11.58 p.m; #Malaysia

    * Published on: 1.17 p.m; 28th October 2019

    * Been 1 year + 24 days since I joined Mirakee.

    * I'm taking a break for awhile. Will (try to) be back, soon! ~

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    It's hurt too much, that's how I feel;
    It's like my thin skins are peeled.

    I watch them twist and tangle;
    While I'm stuck at this angle.

    It feel like I am being tied;
    I wish that I could just died.

    I'm not comfortable in my own skin;
    I wanna be hug by any of my next of kin.

    But, can they accept my inner-self?
    Or else, I'll just be alone; by myself.

    I can't risk to reveal my dark side;
    It's a part of me, that I must hide.

    My scars; like white stars in constellation...
    be gone in black hole!; I'm lost in contemplation.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah

    #NuEmUntitles

    #prettypic235 #challenge by @azureabyss / @bluepuppy01

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  • nocturnal_enigma 57w

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    (just another of my weird imagination ��)

    * This is a limerick, so it's suppose to be humorous. But, as I have no sense of humour, I use the word 'funny' instead. Well, it's...kinda cringy though.

    An entry for #limerick_wt #challenge by
    @writerstolli #writerstolli

    It's my 2nd limerick.
    You may see my 1st one on:
    #NuEmLimerick

    Format for a #limerick

    * Rhyme scheme: (AABBA)

    1st line (7-10 syllables)
    2nd line (7-10 syllables)
    3rd line (5-7 syllables)
    4th line (5-7 syllables)
    5th line (7-10 syllables)

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    The day gonna be sunny
    Hopeful; I hop like a bunny
    But, clumsily I bump...
    into a man; my heart thump.
    It become awkward; yet funny!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah

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    Live...
    life...
    lively!
    Life goes on;
    Keep living; move on;
    Be loving to lovely love ones.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    I feel tired as
    I keep on trying...
    too hard!

    I often being
    too hard
    on myself

    I beat myself up
    for every bits
    of mistakes

    To me,
    it's all my faults,
    I blame myself.

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    I feel weak as
    I keep on crying
    too much.

    I've been hurt,
    too much!
    I hated myself!

    I shall love myself
    Every bits of me
    Even my flaws

    To: me;
    "It's alright."
    I accept myself.

    ~

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    #NuEmUntitles


    #SelfBlame #SelfHarm #SelfLove #SelfAcceptance

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    * I hope you don't mind to be tagged.
    (Tell me, if you do, so that I'll remove the tag later)

    @mikeanthony @navelwort
    @spectrumhumanity @foreveralonegirl

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