Mirakee
Beyond
(Catch up from the caption)
कुछ लब्ज़ अनकहे; कुछ बातें अनसुनी
आंखें थीं नम; सांसें गई थम
हुआ करता था एक वजूद; अब जीना है बेवजह
कहने को कमज़ोर है ये धड़कने; पर आगाज़ लगा रही
आपको बुला रही
हल्की सी आहट किसी की आ रही
क्या ये आप हो?
या देहलीज पर खड़ी मौत मुझे बुला रही
©nilayvation
#abandon
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nilayvation
7w
Read MoreSierra is spending her days in a hospital, probably the last days of her life. There's someone she wants to see before she leaves. "Where's he? Where's my Jay?", she mumbles in her sleep asking for Jayden. Hours have passed and there's no one to be seen beside her. She struggles to open her eyes and look beside her bed- A bouquet of flowers which has rotten over the past few weeks with a note that reads-
"I can't. I'm sorry.
-Love Jay"
Tears roll down Sierra's cheeks as she reads the note over and over again. "Was it me? Or my sickness?", she asks herself and struggles inside the sheets as she changes her position. Everything just seems heavy, in fact heavier than before. She has never felt so weak in her life, owing to her illness or absence of Jayden; she doesn't know. She thinks about their moments. They used to be so happy And all of a sudden, feels like they're struggling to be sad. "Did he stop loving me at some point?", a question that always meddles her thoughts. Will all her questions remain unanswered?
Out of the blue, a weird feeling crosses her chest. Her heart is racing. The machines beside her bed start beeping faster and in no time, a whole bunch of people come rushing inside. She is unable to make out what's going on. All she feels is a struggle to breathe while the world seems to blur out. She hears a familiar voice, "I love you". She sighs and struggles, whispering, "I love you more". She wonders if it was Jay speaking in person or in her heart. She struggles to look around but nothing is visible except a few colors of the world, as if painted by a child. She doesn't feel pain or joy. She can hear her heart beating faster with every second and then; just a deafening silence and everything seems to go black as she passes out...
Should I continue this story?
@darkerthanblack @zeeshanjawed_ @tengoku @thefilthywriter @michael_angela_peterson. @aditi_geet_singh
#mirakee #writersnetwork #love #beyond #abandon -
mane_auraa
9w
Read MoreAm I even important?
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#poems #diary #love #friendship #pain #alone #lonliness #important #relevance #nature #wind #abandon #lostLike the Wind
Sometimes I feel like the wind.
Always drifting,
Always moving.
Invisible to their eyes,
But a constant support.
Why do they see all and yet see none?
I give sustenance to them,
Yet they break away my home.
Am i selfish to ask for some love and support?
I help in their growth,
But now I've realised.
Did I give them my all, and lost from inside?
I give them my air,
And they say I'm imperative.
So how do they turn, and shake off my relevance?
Sometimes I feel like the wind.
Always present,
With nowhere to go or even begin.
©mane_auraa -
Abandon
"I will not abandon my own truth merely to protect your lie..."
©mysoultoyours -
jaded_angel_
15w
The Threshold
Numb. I can't think nor can I feel. I use to be passionate and loved with reckless abandon. Now I'm just reckless because I've been abandoned. I felt everything and now I feel nothing.It's like my soul is stuck in some deaden timeless loop, with remnants of purgatory. I see my spirit just wandering among the dead, and for the first time I'm not afraid. I realize now that fear no longer greets me when I see their faces because I too have become a ghost. I'm just more frightening because Ive manged to touch the threshold, with a beating heart. I've learned to blend with the dead while being alive. Maybe because life has left my soul. I'm the shell of a woman that I never got to be,but now I have to accept that this is the new me. I still laugh and I still have fun, in fact I'm content. I want happiness and got contentment. I wanted peace but ended up being numb.I wanted to stop caring about the bad, but instead I stopped caring at all. In the end they are both the same to me, one just has me at my best version while the other has me just doing my best. I am numb. I told others long ago, that if they kept hurting me, I feared a day would come where I'll no longer want what've wanted the most, which is love. I dreamt for love my entire life, I prayed to God,asked santa,threw quarters into wishing wells and made a wish upon a shooting star. I have given my all, and went over and beyond. Well, that day has come, I no longer dream of fairytales,nor do I pursue love. I just had it wrong. It's not that I'll ever stop wanting love, it's just that I can't feel it anymore. The love in my heart has left the building, now all is left is my voice echoing down the empty hollowed halls,though theres no one to answer back. I no longer can feel passion, for that reason I don't care for it anymore. I've changed, so guess my desires changed with it. I no longer care about feeble tales, and it's aesthetics. Instead, I want to explore this world and see what it has to offer before I completely pass the threshold, before I'm entirely dead and gone. Guess my life is still a fairytale after all, just a dark one. I'm not the princess who was saved from a dragon.Instead I was transformed into one,and now must learn to live with a fire that has now become a part of me. With each breath it rekindles. In life you either get burned by fire or you become the flame.
©jaded_angel_ -
Voiding
Saw you in September
Met actually in mid October
Days went by emptiness raised
The gods and angels I praised
Yellow, orange, at the end red
Of lies and misfortunes we've been fed
It looks overly controlled this true scene
It is not just a music or artistic theme
©larasttar -
abhishekkamble
19w
Read More#writersnetwork #mirakee #writerstolli #scenery #city #abandon #hatred #home #sick #dream #evening #bus #travelogue #dairy #trending #pod #depressed #soulful #shortstory #poet #writings #scribbles #fiction #nature
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The home was too sick to be an invisible person who always had a lively aura enveloped around you, I was stumbled now, when the bedroom door creaked, it behaved so hostile to a man who lived in for so long, but I somehow entered, tip-toeing to the bed, what my feet could do to the old and leftover courage? , the dusty and strong smell of the very past could only try to choke and penalize me for the resentment behind , I turned to click the light switches 'off', table lamp was now calmed down after burning for the dusky evening and the sound of serenity could make a distress call, " can you hear me? Please hear me out".
I grabbed the pillow to put it under my prideful head searching peace and as I woke up, I saw that window I kept my head rested on, it was laden with teary sighs from in and dripping rainy drops from out and the sound I could hear sitting in this space was the desperate honking of a bus driver, I feared and raised eye-brow, had I left the city yet? I asked a self centered question, And asked the stranger beside later,
Hey... Where have we come? Asked me in a troubled state.
We are in the suburbs and what are you talking about? exclaimed the stranger in an annoying way.
Anyway some flashback to the past when future tries to resonates to the present and it could only be a mistake if I believed to have been in present completely, maybe some strings remains tied for their knots if untangled will only set new one's.
©abhishekkambleA flashback in a nap
©abhishekkamble23 12 6
- akriti_sinha Beautiful ✨
- redolent_smile *gasp*
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redolent_smile
Really loved this. Each and every line was so enthralling
This is so sumptuous -
redolent_smile
Loved this :") ♡
*bows* *claps* - abhishekkamble @redolent_smile thanks for the read!
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While she fights a battle with those
never ending nights,
Goodmorning texts explain the
undefined darkness that came along.
©unboxed_thoughts -
preranarathi
22w
खामोश दिल
इस खामोश दिल की बातें तुम समझ न पाए,
और कहने कि हिम्मत हम जुटा न पाए।
खामोश रहे हम तुम्हारा प्यार पाने को,
फिर भी तरसते रहे तुम्हारा साथ पाने को।
हवाओ कि तरह हमने रूख ही अपना बदल दिया,
अपनी ओर बहना तो छोड़ ही दिया।
हमने खामोश रह कर तुम्हारा सम्मान किया,
लेकिन तुमने उसे हमारी कमजोरी समझ कर टाल दिया।
जो भी किया तुम्हारे लिए किया, हर लम्हा तुम्हारे लिए जिया।
लेकिन आज तुमने हमें खुदगरज कह कर हमारा बहिष्कार किया।
हम तब भी खामोश थे, हम आज भी खामोश हैं,
लेकिन इस खामोशी कि वजह आज कुछ और है।
पहले तुम्हारा प्यार पाना चाहते थे, लेकिन आज हम थक चुके हैं,
जिंदगी के इस सफ़र में हम तुमसे हार चुके हैं।
लेकिन तुमसे कोई गिला नहीं है अब हमें,
मोहब्बत सी हो गई है इस खामोशी से अब हमें।
- प्रेरणा राठी
©preranarathi15 3 1
- odysseus Behadh bhaavpurna
- yuvrajnayak Bhut khub
- preranarathi @yuvrajnayak @odysseus Shukriya
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Abandonment
Only those who have lived it can understand the desolation within me
The void inside me cannot be filled Or replaced with someone new
I am forced to live with those scars forever
No one knows how it really feels
So i hide everything behind a smile
It's inevitable
Am I that unlovable?
Or am I that worthless?
These thoughts haunt me every now and then
I should be over it
My heart yearns to
Put me out of this misery!
©k_unwinds11 4 1
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day_dreamz
Yes, its hard... but remember this
your smile shows your strength
You're worth so much more than you know
Have faith and wait... dont ever let go - k_unwinds So kind of you...thank you❤@day_dreamz
- jay_11 ♥️
- k_unwinds @jay_11 hehe
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day_dreamz
Yes, its hard... but remember this
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Good bye former best friend.
I never hated or dislike you
But it seems we are drifting further.
I don't know is it me or is it you
But I don't want to play the blame game anymore.
I shall miss what we had
And I shall miss you
Although I don't think you feel the same.
If we ever meet
I shall be civil
But to protect my own heart
There may be walls
Just as you have put up yours against me.
Thanks for the memories
Both the great ones
And the ones I felt abandoned by you.
All the best in your journey
I hope you would be happier
Than I am now
©greenmatius -
A life filled with a fear
Will someone abandon me??
When I need help will people abandon me thinking I'm useless
And so to not make them feel like that I should always act happy and be like I have a best life.
In love, thinking if one would be just for fun and then abandon
And so to not fall in trap, I should never get into a relationship.
Relatives should never abandon me
And so I should always get good marks and be a good person to make them stay.
When life is yours why is this fear about being abandoned.
Live your life, make it beautiful
And at the end see that it gives you happiness
©veerakanellore_bhavana -
rritikaa
34w
Read MoreAll you have is you
Everyone will abandon you
But you always have you
Rely on yourself
#rely #ourselves #abandon #ritikaaaOURSELVES
And in the end we can just rely on ourselves.
©rritikaa -
What is ur deepest fear??
Fear of being abandoned..
©miss_contendo -
Let it be anguish, even to torture my heart, Come!!
Come even if only to abandon me to torment again...
©june_lonely -
Abandonment
A feeling of being worthless, based on someone's baised view and irresponsible behaviour.
©miss_annonymous -
alxita
46w
Read More-- Corps-sans-organes --
Stringently locked up at just one road
In the uncivilized land, it isn't broad
Only a passage leading to its destined place
An endless stretch of it at its sole face
I want to explore life's secluded secrets
Run myself into worthwhile moments I can get
It's a whole new world to talk about such thing
Beyond the present frame, I want to see what the world brings
But it has given me a dead-end to recognize
If my wholesome body can't fully energize
As its visions are stuck at this linear road
How will I go, for the world I want to decode?
My mind's struck with ambivalent thoughts
I seem to be aimlessly running around a lot
In my mind, which is still in its frozen state
Indeed a robotic motion they'll easily indicate
I seem to end with no thoughts or choice
But to rip myself down to my spiritual voice
Of my soul, leaving behind the abandoned body
There I am freer, I can go now unwaveringly
But I've left alone my inactive body
Its wholeness has long been gone, sadly
As I go now as the invisible souls of the land
The body without organs will forever historically stand
#poetry #life #regrets #decision #thoughts #road #explore #abandon #costs #journey #mirakee
Poem no. 39
Apr. 20, 2020, 6:16 PM (GMT+8)
(Corps-sans-organes is a French phrase for "body without organs")Corps-sans-organes
"As I go now as the invisible souls of the land, the body without organs will forever historically stand"
©alxita -
Day 2- Locked In.
You know, if you had asked me a week ago if there was any 'regular' word I disliked, I would have answered in the negative.
Earlier this week while talking with someone, he made mention of the word 'Abandon' and I went cold immediately. It was so reflexive an action that I did not pay so much attention to it. Until today.
Today. Today, he mentioned it again and I went cold...again. But I noticed it was that word and finally figured it out.
You see, there are so many memories and events locked up in our heads. Those we choose not to consider. Or think about. And it takes the slightest thing to bring it all rushing back.
I'm still evaluating myself. Was it just the word 'Abandon' or the 'you' he said after it or the combination of both?
What about you? What's the one word you dislike passionately?
©tomia_keed_depoet -
jyotishreedas
48w
When did I stop waiting for you?
You estranged me forever,
abandoned me on that dark island
where the days passed by
crying and regretting only.
And I still wait here for you,
in this vulnerable state of mine.
Am I breaching, abusing myself?
©jyotishreedas11 4
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Abandonment
The wailing in the cradle grew loud as if the baby knows parents were fighting
The cry fell in to deaf ears as they screamed on each other,
The crying stopped as the baby got tired and fell asleep
That was just a start, which was realized as every night crying to sleep with no one to hear the heed became a ritual
The warmth of arms was never known,
The kisses on forehead was just a craving
The love, yearned for was only answered by their abandonment
As it was the first thing they both gave to the baby who came to world through them.
©musingsofriya -
Hope can do some real shit to your mind. It builds you up and when you lose it , it leaves you abandoned .
The moral :
Hope just compels you to keep hope , have faith , believe , keep hope , have faith , believe .........
The damn cycle never stops.
Hope in one word 'sucks'.
©capricious_heart11 2 1
- thesananpost I love this one. You're so right. Hope really does suck
- capricious_heart It does. It levies expectations and what not shit
