5 months was all it took,
To have a lifetime of bitter sweet stories to tell of a time I will never ever seek to know again....
The car chases,
Enveloped in an alcoholic smoke,
Her addictions running rampant,
And our times without a home,
The times of endured starvation,
And the times we came so close...
But together, fell so far...
As we fell far to living out of a small car,
But smaller the food on little to last,
Yet as slowly as each day the time did pass,
These memories will forever burn,
Like a cigarette burnt in skin,
Scarred the flesh of my brain,
Unable to let go,
Of a past I'll forever know,
As if it were yesterday....
Forever.... the damage remains,
Smouldering in smoke....