I have a tendency to hold on too tightly, to people, to places, and to moments, stretching out all of the goodness until the final breaking point. I wish letting go wasn’t so emotionally strenuous. But I hold on out of fear - a fear of good stories coming to a close and a fear of releasing relationships that once meant the world to me.And while this is daunting, I guess I’m realizing that maybe it can also be kind of magical. Because even though we might not experience the very same feeling again, there’s a chance that we might be able to experience something that is just as precious, in a different way.
I do not think that endings ever become any easier. But maybe we can feel a little more content when we realize that each ending, without fail, is accompanied by a brand new beginning.
And maybe, just maybe, this new beginning will be a different type of miracle.
My passion for you would have set a forest on fire but of course, you were the wet wood so strong my flame stopped. I wanted you dry so that you could set me ablaze but a fire that waits for a wood is a fire that eventually burns down. All your words were empty, no matter how deep I dug because the grave where our love lied was as empty, with just your broken promises and the pieces of my soul laying there.
You might have for one bit loved or liked me with your heart but I loved you with my whole soul. What is a heart when I brought my entire soul to you. I would never have to cry looking at poetry books knowing that the love the poets had is just like what I had for you.
Letting you go is my happy ending because I am letting go of the fragile self I used to be, I am letting go of the self that abandoned her own needs to meet others, I am letting go of the self that was waiting for you to save her.
I am entering a new dimension – a self I have not yet touched but super excited to be intimate with.
One thing I’ve recently learned however is, I don’t think you realize just how much your reality has changed until you try to treat it like it hasn’t. You can’t be just friends with someone you saw forever with because the forever that you committed yourself to in your head doesn’t entail a story of ‘just being friends’. You can’t accept fragments of something that you loved with the wholeness of yourself. When you see forever with someone you see parts of them in your life that you can never unsee, even parts of yourself. You can’t be ‘just friends’ with someone you saw forever with until you’ve accepted a life that doesn’t even consist of their friendship at all. Let them realize their loss !! you try to be ‘just friends’ with someone you saw forever with, you’re going to spend forever wishing you were spending your whole life being more than ‘just friends’. Dont do this to yourself. Dont settle for less. You loved 100%, why be an backup plan ? Free them and also yourself. . . Pc-@pinterest . . . #authorasmitamohanty#asmitamohanty#asmitamohantyquotes#writerasmitamohanty#googleasmitamohanty#bloggerasmita #mirakeewords#mirakeeworld#poetryofasmitamohanty#positivequotes#googleasmita#emotionismbyasmita#artistasmitamohanty
We do not like to be touched on few places. right? there are few places where we do not want anyone to touch. we do not like those places to be touched . we do not want that places to be visible to the world. we ourselves do not want to think over it. we ourselves do not want to touch it but ,then why ?why is it so that those places are touched by people whom we expect would give us comfort those places? It hurts as if sprinkling of sodium on it. It hurts like pouring of acid on human skin. These open scars will always remain because it is a part of us and people will always poke it and not let it heal. The only way out is , never ever show your scars , your in securities, your worries to the world . never ever love way too much . I know we love a lot ,we love too much, but ,never ever express all of it always keep a little bit inside because there are people who will always take that extra love not as a bonus but an advantage. they will always be thankless and ungrateful about . They would never realise, what they are getting, people crave for such kind of love and there are people who are really grateful to receive it . so stay safe , to keep your heart happy, to keep your soul peaceful We are never supposed to express completely we need to love half and keep the other half in within so that a scars are healed . so that we do not expect much so that we know what a what is and not let others spoil our worth. #authorasmitamohanty#asmitamohanty#asmitamohantyquotes#writerasmitamohanty#googleasmitamohanty#bloggerasmita #mirakeewords#mirakeeworld#poetryofasmitamohanty#positivequotes#googleasmita#asmita#wordpress#writersinn#writersofinstagram#poetess#emotionism # #emotionismbyasmita#likesforlikes#followforfollowback#instagramers#artistasmitamohanty #
The kind love that i wanna fall for Wild. Witchy. Energy. Soulful. Powerful. Devine. Pure. .
He isn't the devil, , but he is called death. I take his kisses and he takes my breath. love is a real magic -a dance of Darkness and light. Together we balance the powers of the day and night. No witches spell can tear us apart. As I am the angel and beast is my man.