Faith in God?
What happens when faith is questioned,
What happens when they squander all the conventions?
Does it approve us, whether to believe or not?
Or does it supress us because of its own selfish thoughts.
I wonder, why God is there?
I wonder if God is real or just a tale.
I don't understand, if he exists, and we all are his children,
Why doesn't he shows himself, is he forbidden?
Why is that everyone has a blind faith,
Without ever questioning, they simply accept it as their fate.
Why is that we do believe in heaven and hell?
If God is good, why there evil still casting around so many spells?
I always find it hindering and pricking to notice,
No one ever explains, they all just go with it.
Now I'm not on either side, I'm staying neutral,
Neither am I claiming nor am I denying the fact that its real.
This is surreal, and a little confusing,
Everything others find in God, I never find it amusing.
I want to know, what should I do.
Should I or shouldn't I believe in this thing they call it a guru.
Now again, I squal for explanations.
But it takes over to a squalor rather than a justification.
I'm still searching for it, the answer to my question,
Whether to walk my own path, or follow the old conventions!