I will not believe by the sound of your words a book made by humans, the most controlling and lying creatures on the planet, I will not fall to my knees and give my soul to a being I have not met, because the "God" everyone worships so easily is human, Jesus was human.
Humanity is selfish, cruel, and untrustworthy. No matter the person, there will always be a small amount of that selfish beast within them.
I cannot worship something that is meant to control and keep in line, I will not believe in a almighty being that promotes himself as forgiving and yet he judges so easily.
You praise him for his love and yet their is so much hate within his book. I cannot believe, will not believe, but I respect those who do.
I cannot understand, but those who believe seem to give it their all, I am jealous of the bliss and devotion you have. I respect your faith, your bliss, your love.
Just know that I cannot join the belief you cherish so much.