Blood, but not Family - Aunt
Sometimes i feel like you hurt me on purpose.
But its okay, cause your not worth shit.
All those lies and broken promises.
All of the anxiety and the problems you left me with.
I blame you for most of my trauma.
But you just go and start fucking drama.
Sad to think im more mature.
But honestly, thats just mother nature.
I want to just knock the lights out of you.
And yes, that line was very much true.
But everyone stopped me and told me not to.
So how about i do me, and you do you.
I didnt want it to be like this, its not like you fucking care.
All you do is roll your eyes and then ask if you can share.
Your side doesnt matter right now,
Nothing really gets resolved.
Im learning its best to just move on.
And how to not get involved.
All this time i was just waking up to reality.
But you just continue life in your fantasy.
Your little glass bubble that sadly cant be popped.
But thats okay, because im done.
I finally realized to stop.
Even though your glass bubble survived with only a couple of cracks,
I promise when you feel me gone,
Its gonna leave heavy impact.
Can you pick up the pieces?
Its fine, let me help.
Cause after i cut you loose, youll realize that your all by yourself.
"And here i thought i was the shattered one."