I'm gonna just write. This is the only copy, it's not gonna be easy. But demons, demon, my demon, Legion likes being a demon. Enjoys it.
Its my fault. I accidentally caused it.
I have a few spicy, high octane mental health disorders. PTST, Unipolar, clinical depression, attachment disorder, borderline personality disorder and some undiagnosed stuff too.
Its complicated juggling lots of lesser demons, so I conflated them into one big demon. Much less confusing. So I thought.
Over time it coalesced, developed a character, and got into my internal dialogue with imagery. .
He will wait. When I get an attack and feel like dying, he'll be saying, you can do it like this, or that until he finds one you don't find so scary. It's really scary.
Well, lots of people, even all the doctors know about Legion he's been here years now. My very own de-facto demon!