It felt like the last pinch was over
but nothing was the same.
Those two danglers on your ears
twinkling, soothing and swaying,
rushing through my hair.
I still smell you,
that mild but strong cologne
crawling up my spine,
as my eyes desperately search for a sign.
Its was you all over me
my senses got blinded,
I smell you, I see you,
I touch you, I feel you.
That empty hollow down your eye
still gets back to me
I feel your hold in my hand,
dancing and breaking free.
I see no one around us.
No one to stop us from "us",
my head revolved round
stars twinkling over it
the beauty I saw in you,
was also within me.
We made each other perfect (or so I thought),
We synced head to toe, completely.
That was completely different
an experience too painful,
I still wish to undo it
but the mere thought of it
makes me lose my cool.
Never had I expected,
even in my wildest dreams coming true
the words coming out of your "gentle mouth",
It's something I could never bear:
"I don't want you to interfere".
I've heard this line so many times:
so many hearts each skipping a beat,
but I felt mine beat twice
when you said, "You made me cheat".
That strong burst of anger which followed through
obviously made things worse,
but now that I get it
It never was true.
Don't know which was harder,
"me leaving you" or "me still leaving you"
all I get from you now
are glances with curved frowns
when I get a look at you
but immediately, bring my face down.
The vicious cycle goes on and on.
Bleeding through my veins
everytime I look at our photos.
It's so frequent nowadays,
the lines on my wrists deep and down.
But I feel no pain
'cuz in my own tears, I let myself drown.
Funny thing I'm saying about all this,
I never had a reason before.
Now that I'm back to my senses,
I won't let myself fall into another lure.
Sharp and pointed words, just like darts,
they break no bones, but they do break hearts.