" Healing v/s Breaking "
So far I was busy healing your heart that was broken and was suffering with unbearable pain.
It took time, but I believe after a years time, your heart has healed. May be a little portion is left and still needs care. But, a large portion of your heart has healed. Now the situation is different.
I, am busy watching ..... The slow death of mine, in your heart
I am busy watching .....how you are gradually releasing me and pushing away as if you don't need me anymore
I am busy watching ..... that in the process of healing your heart somewhere, unknowingly I started breaking mine
I am busy watching ...... that I am happy that your heart has healed and you don't need me any more
I am busy watching ...... as if I was a burden for you and now you can't bear me anymore
But now .......
I am busy thinking how to heal my heart as well as heal myself.
I am busy thinking .... how much time I need to heal myself
I am busy thinking ..... who will help me to come out of this agony which I have invited myself while healing you
I am busy thinking ..... when will you realise this and feel sorry for your behaviour towards me
I am busy thinking ...... that I helped you and in return why you broke my heart in a million pieces.