Mirakee
Damn You
First you took my sun
It used to be warm
Inviting
Energizing
And calming simultaneously
I remember that color
Golden yellow to citrus orange
So easy to stare at, that our parents had to remind us not to!
Coconut oil on my tanned childhood skin
Floating in turquoise chlorine water
The scent of oil mixed with the scent of the thin plastic innertube my skinny childhood body floated in.
I watched all the wavy sun lit lines travel across the bottom of the pool.
They hypnotized me, until my body floated in time with the tiny water movements of the pool. Undulations.
I stuck my bottom in the hole of the innertube and faced the sky.
A rich deep blue like my best friend's eyes.
Brilliant white puffy clouds
Slowly drifted through the sky.
But you took that too.
Damn you for taking my blue blue sky.
And smells
like fresh flowers, green grass and fresh living dirt.
And now
You took my family
And friends
You took my human touch
My hugs
My soft embrace
My healing hand holding
Damn you
You took anything worth
Living for
But damn you
I won't let you take me!
©mmbftd
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mmbftd
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mmbftd
89w
I made a mistake
I made a mistake
I let it in
Trying to innocently
Get a breeze
To blow the demons
Out of our home
And unintentionally
Let something else
Equally
Insidious
Through our screen
This air
White
Thick
Acid lung stinging
Ears ringing
Body vibrating
Sickness.
I let it in.
Now it's too late to do anything
But breathe
What else is there?
I'm responsible for this
The sky is in our house
And now I can't get it out
Head throbbing
Pulsing
With purposeful
Rhythm
Assigned by those unseen
I made a mistake
So I must suffer
I'd rather live with the demons
Than breathe this chemtrail air
At least demons
Have their reasons
I've made a mistake.
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mmbftd
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Fog
Socked in again
But this isn't fog
I know, you know
That something much more
Sinister
Created this sky
I keep looking
Searching
For that orange-yellow fire
That signified life to me
Gave me youthful energy
But it's hidden
Obstructed
Behind this blue to white sky
Obstruction
Purposefully
They drop it low
On our lives
As we start to hideaway
Collect in small groups
And hold to each other
Sharing memories
That are morphing now
Mandela may just be alive
Nothing is certain
There is nothing sturdy
To lean our brains on
Nothing to give us strength
To face this
We collect
Like bubbles on water
Desperate for community
But we've been splattered
Apart
Turned against each other
And shame
Runs our dreams turned night terrors
No one's sleeping good anymore
That sharp silver screech
Of tinnitus
Running in our heads
Something has gotten out can't erase it now
Like a parasite
It feasts
On what we are becoming
And I would give anything
To return
To blue skies
And hot fire sun
To simple meals around an old scratched oak dinner table
Running outside
Barefoot in the grass
With friends who felt like family
But those days are gone
How long since any of us laughed with each other?
Too long
How long since you fell in love?
Too long
I need my history
To stay intact
But we are socked in
And this isn't fog
It's intentional
Dimming and dumbing
Of our true lights
Potential can't easily take flight
When we've all become
Socked in
This isn't fog.
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mmbftd
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The switch
My mind is broken
Like a switch
It flipped
The dark of night
Brings fear so deep
My bones are thick with the grip of it
And no one else hears
These thoughts
The echoing versions
Of doom and gloom
Look up
Look out
Find a place to hunker down
I'm not alone
Lots are talking
You just have to listen
And since my switch flipped
I hear it all
Like raw nerves
Picking up signals
Neurons firing
Till the flames are bright blue
With the knowing
And no one understands
I don't want to live through what is coming to us all
Hunkered down
Squatting in shelter
Crying
Lonely
Devastated by the air
Saturated with vaporized
Humans
And the rat race has desensitized all the rats
In mazes
Following that cheddar
It is flammable and meaningless
No value
I feel the value lies inside
With the love we share
With each other.
And I'm here in my own box
Listening
To the fear
Ingesting this
Day in and day out
Daylight savings time
Mandela-ed
And empathed
And intellectualized
And inhaling
Nano particulates
The air is toxic but it's saving me from that burning fake sun
White hot scalder of flesh
My switch has been flipped
And my childhood memories are flooding back in
Places I almost feel again
Memories like pieces of puzzles
Trying to align
It means something
It leads me somewhere
I used to dream of seeing my town from above
I saw things that I could not have known
Those dreams linked up
And repeated
Those tunnels all lead somewhere
I'm gonna find it
But I won't go
I don't want to survive what is coming
The horror is too much to witness.
And I'm a switch
That's been flipped.
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mmbftd
126w
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This photo has not been edited at all. This was my sky yesterday.
#chemtrails#eye#watchers#sunsets#clouds#see#lookup#notmychildhoodsky#breathe#sky#clouds#sad#Seasonalaffectivedisorder#sun#whitesun#photography#mmbftd#anxiety#depression#loss#emptyThe Watchers
That white light
Hot without warmth
Rays without
Golden hour
What they have stolen
Can never be returned
Memories hold that
Beautiful yellow sun
Tell me now
Which do you see? -
mmbftd
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Just a little photo that shows me thinking about these skies that are so strange looking compared to what I saw back in the 70's/80's when I was a kid. I like to document my skies with my photography which is a passion for me, just as much as writing is. #notmychildhoodsky#lookup#strangeskies#sad#sunlight#shots in#planes#jets#solarradiatinmanagement#chemtrails#geoengineering#bluesky#clouds#thoughts#sunnysightup#thinkaboutit#nature#manmade#mmbftd#photography#timeshavechanged#sunnydays#Seasonalaffectivedisorder#sickness#anxiety#depression#sideeffects#ponder#sharingthoughts
#notmychildhoodsky
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mmbftd
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Yellow Sun
I saw a yellow sun recently
It made everything glow
So beautifully
All the colors of life
Clear and vibrant
Deep
Expressions
Of the emotions they made me feel.
I was so surprised by this yellow sun
Because it had been so long
Since I had seen one
The searing white hot light
That pulsed and beamed
And burnt my flesh
Had become the norm
The trails smeared by jets
That covered this white sun
Was our normal now
But when I saw the yellow sun
It brought a comfort and calm
One I had forgotten
From my childhood
Before things had turned to
Screaming and struggles
When it was just me
Surrounded by my little friends
As we dove into my pool
Over and over again
Smelling wonderfully
Of chlorine and Coppertone
We stayed in too long
Until our fingertips were
Unrecognizable
Who were we now?
We floated together in the center of the innertube
And watched the ripples of light travel back and forth across each other
Glowing on the bottom of the pool
And I think I realized then
But forgot along the way
That time is not linear
But all around us in every way
Every direction all at once
Like those sunlit patterns on the floor of the pool
Always crossing over each other
Merging
And then receding
And pushing right through-
Like tides but clearer to see.
As I floated there with my little friend
Back to back
our tiny spines touching
Yellow sun drying
and nurturing us at the same time
As the nylon of my bathing suit
Clung to my freckled skin
And the breeze cooled me just enough to not realize that I was sunburning
And oh!
what I wouldn't give for a yellow-sun-sunburn now!
To fill me up with that good
Energy.
This white hot imposter
Leaves only anxiety and depression
It makes me the crazy one
As no one else seems to notice this strange new sky
But this...
This is NOT
my childhood sky.
©mmbftd118 4 8
- the_blu_phoenix You are an entirely different human in possibly a different part of the world and feeling today’s event in an entirely different way. But dear human, whoever you are, your words connected with me. It was as if you echoed exactly what I was feeling and somehow the universe handed me a reassurance with your presence. Can’t be grateful enough to you for writing this. Thank you so much.
- mmbftd @the_blu_phoenix wow. I cannot tell you how much your message means to me. Most times I feel crazy. It helps so much to know you are out there too...feeling these things. I guess we just hold on for the ride and cling to our words. They are our connections that can never be undone. Thank you so much for reaching out. You have comforted me so much. HUGS. consider me a friend from California.
- the_blu_phoenix @mmbftd it’s funny how different we all are, but somehow, something like this connects two people under the same sky. The sky is everywhere and the time is same, but even the same moon is percieved in a different way by two different people. I believe in the universe and souls and magic. I believe in fate. But yes, it had been an off day for me today. (I have these sudden blues sometimes when I feel I’m so crazy for feeling such a melancholy for no reason.) your writeup was the first in my feed and reading this made me feel like I had sunshine in me. Whoever you are, a big hug to you. And consider me a fan. You made me smile and feel not alone. That’s a huge thing. You’re awesome.
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candra
"But forgot along the way
That time is not linear
But all around us in every way
Every direction all at once"
^this <3 ^
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willow923
146w
Read MoreTitle- Blowing the trumpet for all who listen(Nemesis approach)
This is A real pic a screenshot from a video of many on my Instagram (imagine923) video is from universal news media on YouTube suggest all go watch her channel she describes the nemesis planet x system well these are two objects out of many from the nemesis/planet x/planet 9/nibiru/wormwood system. Can read more on this subject in my last post this isn't a fake pic it comes from FAA weather cams in Alaska where anyone who searches can see this info. This system of planets and moons God will use to bring the biblical 7 year tribulation ( God's judgement to your planet) this isn't to fear monger but make everyone here aware and there's only one way to escape the Judgement coming by accepting Jesus ( yeshua) as your Lord and savior. Pray you read my last post with more info.
As you'll see two massive objects here a red planet in back of the sun simulator ( fake sun) NASA uses to cloak this system here now as they use chemtrails globally to hide these planets and moons. And what i believe to be nemesis ( the massive brown dwarf these moons Planets circle around. Thus why your seeing multiple lights/suns/sunsets in sky globally and why your seeing weird things in your skies and seeing pink+red skies from the iron oxide given off by nibiru, Reason planets look transparent in pics is because the chemicals in chemtrails where there's over 49 different chemicals in chemtrails that poison animals and humans both... They tell everyone it's for ( global warming) which is a massive lie. Reason your not seeing these as said their using chemtrails with a solar NASA patent sun simulator which acts as a flashlight to block out the system thus why sun looks huge difference in shape color feel. Why wouldn't world gvts tell you this? Because you'd all panic. As they've built multiple bunkers worldwide to hide in for what's coming anyone can look up elite bunkers you'll find info on Forbes all over internet. Funny China and Russia had told their people of nibiru and it's system though the USA keeps hush. Well time for you all to know truth i came to show it warn you and in process teach you life's not about material or physical or temporary things it's loving one another as God loves you and all of us enough to send his son Jesus Christ ( yeshua ) to be the sacrifice for all mankinds sins that whoever calls on Jesus ( Romans 10;13) shall be saved. Suggest looking up salvation prayer on Google say it mean it. As said to read last post.and these planets are alot farther than what you think still close enough their already effecting earth the sun moon and our whole solar system is off other planets are already disturbed it's reality. Good luck pray you come to Christ.
#nibiru #planetx #bluekachina #nemesis #planet9 #wormwood #jesus #salvation #romans109 #romans1013 #sunsimulator #solarsimulator #chemtrails #god #salvation #tribulation #judgement #yeshuaLook to your skies,
don't buy the lies,
49 chemicals that
kill animals, man-
kind; planets and
moons, surround
your rooms, biblical
judgement, rapture
is soon. Call on Yeshua
(Jesus) his English name,
i Gave the warning; take the
invitation to God's son that i gave.
Sun simulator,(Fake sun) to hide
the planets demise, I'm only a
watchmen sounding the horn
where there's mainstream lies.
© Brandon nagley
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- imperfect_one19 Beautiful messages ❤️❤️
- willow923 @imperfect_one19 thank you but very serious stuff to for all to kmow
- willow923 Know i mean lol goodnight from me friend
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- willow923 Thank you everyone reposting
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willow923
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Title- Blowing the trumpet for all who listen(Nemesis approach)
reposting old poem here to make everyone here aware as YouTube' and Facebook is already silencing me like thousands others showing truth.
Poem reads
A Gardyloo I sound, to
Those with ears to hear,
Thou art lost but canst
be found, judgement
Time is verily near.
Rocks wilt break
The sky's, sun
Wilt go black,
Only escape
Jesus Christ,
Verily a fact.
Word meanings-
Awakest- awake
Thou-you
Gardyloo- warning cry.
Art- are
Canst-can.
Verily-truly.
Wilt-will.
This poem is extremely important and a serious warning cry to every poet here on mirakee!!!
This picture shows 3 heavenly bodies ( planets) under and near our sun . It's a secchi footage pic NASA deleted there's sun part which looks black they purposely block it out darken it to see sun rays around it. Underneath to bottom right you'll see a glowing White or which is Mercury other three are part of nibiru system!! The three big orbs.... An actual screenshot from a video online from a planet x researcher.these are only three of many more moons and planets in this nemesis system.
(Notes from under one of my latest YouTube videos on the planet x/nibiru/planet 9/nemesis system surrounding your planet that will bring biblical judgement to this Earth.
Tonight posting nemesis system poem. As CNN has told everyone years back about it including fox news beating around the bush. Evidence is clear worldwide. The NASA secchi telescope pics are from not long back 3 orbs matching what others are catching globally all the multiple planets and moons in the system by telescope, camera, video footage and for anyone to give the disinformation that either their flares, fake or hoax are purposely spreading disinformation lots of times online there are government paid trolls decieving many and just people who's eyes are completely shut and hearts closed to the reality in your skies globally. Pics here from Facebook, my own chili telescope footage, from Alex lujan and others. For those that don't realize how real the Nemesis planet x system is, yes nasa DID admit to it in 1983 article can be found on YouTube and Google search type in 1983 nasa admitted to planet x, Then nasa redacted their story because they don't wanna quote sell out to (conspiracy theories) though what they do now is call planet x (planet9) same thing.. in reality not conspiracy but reality. John Moore ex military man and prosecutor can watch his info on it very detailed says they discovered it In 1970s in reality has been well known from the ancient samarians, Mayans, by the Jewish rabbis that's been warning of it same with the movie in the 1950s look that movie up on YouTube called ( man from planet x) they told you truth in it. An asteroid in the system ( nibiru) as nibiru isn't a planet like people say if look at nibiru footage it's a massive meteor/asteroid which matches the Bibles biblical wormwood in book of revelation that will hit Killing many causing waters to go bitter. Wormwood means to make bitter can find nibiru/wormwood footage on YouTube it's circling Earth's horizon daily being caught globally look up Alex lujan fireball vids you'll see it. It's no joke it's reality and the only escape from the biblical judgement coming is by accepting Jesus Christ as Lord who will rapture his bride( Christian's off this Earth) those who accept him as Lord and follow him before the judgement is to hit as revelation 3:10 states. As a pretrib rapture verse in original text Jesus says I will keep you ( from) the hour of temptation, or hour of trial or testing. That hour is the 7 years of God's wrath ( tribulation) on Earth. Jesus said I will keep you( from) the hour of temptation that shall come upon the whole world to try them that dwell upon the Earth. The word ( from) many Christian's don't know because they don't look at greek context of scripture from means in greek spelling( ek) in greek. Or ( out of) in greek translation, Jesus said he'll keep Christian's ( out of) the hour or trial or testing, or temptation coming. Pray you don't know Jesus as Lord you'll accept him before late. Look up salvation prayer say it trust in Christ as Lord today want great description of biblical judgement coming look up ( jack van impe rapture generation video on YouTube. And Alex lujan channel also wso Steve Olsen channel for nemesis planet x amazing info. An Also universal news media on YouTube , also John Moore planet x on YouTube. The system of it's multiple moons and planets you'll see alot especially on Alex lujan channel showing the multiple planets being caught worldwide.. that aren't lense flares nor fake. Nasa uses a 1960s patent sun simulator ( Fake sun/solar simulator with chemtrails to block out this nemesis system surrounding you. Take a look at your sun, look normal to you in size shape Color? No because their using a fake sun look up wso sun simulator video on YouTube see the patent by nasa in video with pics that can be found online... Anyone with common sense who wants truth I gave you it. Buying these mainstream lies is your choice or can open your eyes to reality surrounding you. Thus why quakes are Popping off in high magnitude globally in diverse places as Jesus said would occur before his coming as also the signs in the heavens and sun moon and stars that will make mens hearts fail them from fear for looking after those things coming upon the Earth as luke chapter 21 states in Bible. Good luck seek truth before late. Pray you'll read in my comment section to see how to accept Jesus/yeshua as Lord the only way to God and heaven and the only escape from the biblical judgement coming to your planet. Do I give rapture dates or set times? No I don't consider myself a prophet nor do I seek fame and money or likes I'm here to simply tell everyone not matter what culture or religion or color you are. It's one person that can save you from a very real hell (Jesus/yeshua) and to tell you God's love forgiveness and mercy . Jesus said all these signs would occur before his coming, and he's close.. this poem isn't to make anyone fear ? Is do you know where your destination is? Heaven or a very real hell I'm sure someone will flag this I'm only here to show you all who God is he's love forgiveness mercy times about up. Do I set dates times? No , do I call myself A prophet? No I'm just here to give truth this why tell you all forgive love another NOW stop focusing on worldly BS that has no meaning what I'm showing isn't a joke. With love
Brandon nagley. Can find how to accept Christ as Lord by reading down my posts specifically poems called serious message to all mirakee or find me on Instagram at ( imagine923) or Facebook Brandon nagley in Ohio or YouTube Brandon Cory nagley for more info on this thanks goodnight to all. Suggest to others look up YouTube channels (was Steve Olsen) (Jeff P) (matt Rodgers) (Dr Claudia Alberts or Albers- for "scientific standpoint") also Alex lujan and universal news media some of the best researchers out there period! Especially all on YouTube.
Good luck pray you make right decision
#nibiru #planetx #bluekachina #nemesis #planet9 #wormwood #jesus #salvation #romans109 #romans1013 #sunsimulator #solarsimulator #chemtrails #god #salvation #tribulation #judgement.
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- willow923 @moitreyee_bhaduri it's very serious friend for all to understand that
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mmbftd
152w
Awake
Like pins through my flesh
Electric
Shooting pain
Wakes my mind
Stirs my body into cold
Desperate frenzy
Sweat heated
And cooled
Tenfold
And dreams?
No, I do not dream anymore
For hope is far too dangerous
A fish hanging bloodied
By a line
Jumping, flipping, gasping
For what was once mine
I cry out
But only silence echoes back
The dark is slicing fear
And yet the daybreak
With white hot chemical sun
Brings little relief
The nightmares tire me out
Planted bits of dark pods in fertile hollowed ground here
And
Springing up
I meet the demons
Face to face
And you, my sweet friend
You are one of them.
Now who am I but the monotonous tones
Of pulsing sickened blood
And tired beating heart.
What am I without you?
Just a return to my former
Invisible
Painful self
Unable to care enough
To try again.
©mmbftd -
deannarabb
153w
Where have all the clouds gone
I look up in the sky
I look for the clouds
But the clouds I don't see
I wanted to play the game like I did
Like we use to play when we were little kids
What does that cloud look like to you
Chem trails across the sky now
We see something new
No cumulus, no stratus
Nothing of the sort
Just poisen air sent out
From the disasterous airports
They're paid to dump poisen
Across our city's sky
To keep our bodies sick
And to deactivate third eyes
But no one really seems to care
They're just walking around clueless
Breathing in the poisen air
So I'll keep raising awareness
Keep reciting the same song
"Where in the hell have all the clouds gone?"
©deannarabb