I don't wanna emphasize something that's going to hurt later on in life , I don't wanna Love something if its going to leave unknowingly , I don't wanna touch someone emotionally if they're gonna shatter my unknown heart , I don't wanna smile while sad or sad while smiling , I don't wanna hurt anyone like I've hurt myself , I don't wanna look "too Deep" into something or someone "there is always more than what meets the eye" , I don't wanna admit when I am right while half of the world is wrong , I don't wanna struggle like I am now , I don't wanna be temporary to you or any person I meet , I don't wanna hurt while doing something I love .... But I do anyway somehow of the day or night , I don't wanna be alone with my thoughts , I don't wanna feel like I don't belong here . I don't wanna mask a passionate young , dynamic & caring person with someone whose not . yet We (I) do it anyway for a shield to camouflage . I wanna live like the rainbow colorful and Free !