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  Yellow Sun
  
  I saw a yellow sun recently
  It made everything glow
  So beautifully
  All the colors of life
  Clear and vibrant
  Deep
  Expressions
  Of the emotions they made me feel.
  I was so surprised by this yellow sun
  Because it had been so long
  Since I had seen one
  The searing white hot light
  That pulsed and beamed
  And burnt my flesh
  Had become the norm
  The trails smeared by jets
  That covered this white sun
  Was our normal now
  But when I saw the yellow sun
  It brought a comfort and calm
  One I had forgotten
  From my childhood
  Before things had turned to
  Screaming and struggles
  When it was just me
  Surrounded by my little friends
  As we dove into my pool
  Over and over again
  Smelling wonderfully
  Of chlorine and Coppertone
  We stayed in too long
  Until our fingertips were
  Unrecognizable
  Who were we now?
  We floated together in the center of the innertube
  And watched the ripples of light travel back and forth across each other
  Glowing on the bottom of the pool
  And I think I realized then
  But forgot along the way
  That time is not linear
  But all around us in every way
  Every direction all at once
  Like those sunlit patterns on the floor of the pool
  Always crossing over each other
  Merging
  And then receding
  And pushing right through-
  Like tides but clearer to see.
  As I floated there with my little friend
  Back to back
  our tiny spines touching
  Yellow sun drying
  and nurturing us at the same time
  As the nylon of my bathing suit
  Clung to my freckled skin
  And the breeze cooled me just enough to not realize that I was sunburning
  And oh!
  what I wouldn't give for a yellow-sun-sunburn now!
  To fill me up with that good
  Energy.
  This white hot imposter
  Leaves only anxiety and depression
  It makes me the crazy one
  As no one else seems to notice this strange new sky
  But this...
  This is NOT
  my childhood sky.
  
  ©mmbftd

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  • the_blu_phoenix You are an entirely different human in possibly a different part of the world and feeling today’s event in an entirely different way. But dear human, whoever you are, your words connected with me. It was as if you echoed exactly what I was feeling and somehow the universe handed me a reassurance with your presence. Can’t be grateful enough to you for writing this. Thank you so much.
  • mmbftd @the_blu_phoenix wow. I cannot tell you how much your message means to me. Most times I feel crazy. It helps so much to know you are out there too...feeling these things. I guess we just hold on for the ride and cling to our words. They are our connections that can never be undone. Thank you so much for reaching out. You have comforted me so much. HUGS. consider me a friend from California.
  • the_blu_phoenix @mmbftd it’s funny how different we all are, but somehow, something like this connects two people under the same sky. The sky is everywhere and the time is same, but even the same moon is percieved in a different way by two different people. I believe in the universe and souls and magic. I believe in fate. But yes, it had been an off day for me today. (I have these sudden blues sometimes when I feel I’m so crazy for feeling such a melancholy for no reason.) your writeup was the first in my feed and reading this made me feel like I had sunshine in me. Whoever you are, a big hug to you. And consider me a fan. You made me smile and feel not alone. That’s a huge thing. You’re awesome.
  • candra "But forgot along the way
    That time is not linear
    But all around us in every way
    Every direction all at once"
    
    ^this <3 ^

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