You feel you don't deserve anything because you haven't achieved anything as such but can I tell you that you have achieved the biggest milestone? You are still walking, you haven't given up and you still are going on, that's a big award, so many people give up everyday, so many people don't get to reach their destiny but you didn't and I'm very proud of you. I know it's tough, I know some nights you can't get enough sleep because your mind is crying of the utmost pain it goes through all day, your body aches with your mental pressure, your heart breaks into pieces with the each betrayal it faces but still the day comes right? The night ends right? So shall yours, you will be out of it and you will rejoice, you won't have to fake your smile no more and you will truly revel in ecstasy, please give yourself the time it needs, please love yourself because it's doing so so much, please embrace yourself and know a girl, who's facing the like conditions, from West Bengal knows you, loves you and is proud of you. Cheer up and be strong for yourself and me.