Goodbyes by Shy Flores
Its hard to find the words to say,
To make it better off this way,
But truth is i will upset everyone,
There's Nowhere left for me to run...
I wont give any reasons why,
That I am sick of living life,
All I know is its hard enough,
Always feeling like giving up...
I lay awake all night and cry,
Knowing all I did was try,
To find a reason for me to stay,
And I cant help but fade away...
Try your best to please stay strong,
Lean on eachother to carry on,
I'm sorry that I hurt everyone,
Life was never my kind of fun...
Remember me the best you can,
But not as the piece of shit I am,
Beside you is where I will be,
When you are hurting over me.
I love you more than you will know,
I'm sorry that I let myself go,
I'll be standing by your side,
When you find out I have died...
I didnt stand a chance anymore,
My mind was at a constant war,
I left behind a world of pain,
Forgive the thoughts inside my brain....