Darkness, suffering and shadows are within me,
That is the destined fate for me,
The light is always besides me,
But when I touch it, it disappears.
Darkness, it's me,
Suffering is all I have
Shadows are my feelings,
I can't accept your joy,
Or tell you how I care,
Because you are that last lite that's left,
Which will disappear if I hold it near.
Every movement I hear,
Every smile creates a sparkle,
Everything is so beautiful in here,
But why am I so poisonous and dark.
What a torture everytime,
Will I ever be able to smile,
Or just hug somebody tight?
Because in this world,