I’d like to say that I’m okay,
But I’m not.
Have you ever thought about me?!
My sleep hasn’t been the same since you left me.
You got your peace now, but what about me?
You’re not bothered by what struck me.
Lost any tears?
You’re peaceful now living fully,
These thoughts are just a bully.
A bully to my heart and soul.
Climb down to my lonely hole.
Can’t be calm in these conditions,
Left me ‘lone with no suspicion.
Didn’t think that this would happen.
My head gone under,
A word now unknown.
Every new day is a blunder.
When I could’ve finally held you,
You backed off, how could you?
Getting over you,
These past days have been quite blue.
Didn’t say goodbye properly,
Now im frozen in time.
Trying to save what was never meant to be,
Trying to seize what was just a lie.
Fucked up more than you could ever be.
Please, just tell me why.
I’ve been told to get you off my mind.
I’ve given you all my heart,
That broke me the most,
Lack of effort made it blind.
Now it’s hurt,
Vulnerable as a child.
Leave my dreams alone,
Leave my memories too,
Let me realize that I’m better off without you.
I gave you all I could,
You lied to me and that hurt Me the most,
I know I should, but i can’t let you go.
Cause you still have the feeling that brings me closer.
I saw myself in you, but you trashed it.
I gave you all, yet you...
You left me to wither.