Mirakee
"Your so down to earth
While im up in the stars
Show me the sea
And ill take you to mars"
#didnt
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I thought i didnt need you
I obviously thought wrong.
All those nights.
They were too long.
"Ive missed you since youve been gone."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
amber_snow
70w
The Truth
There it is...
The truth...
You went behind my back
You kept from me the truth
You cheated on me with her...
But the worst part is...
I didn't learn this from you...
I had to see it for myself...
©jade_peters -
Glass flowers
A rose is made of glass, and so are all the others.
But the dandelion danced throughout the storm,
Not worrying like her sisters and brothers.
She didnt worry if she would break,
Or even shatter to pieces.
But one day she realized she snapped, crack!
Now she prays for her nieces.
"If only i was made of stone."
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sometimestheworstme312
76w
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The clock strikes 4 AM
And my body was found in the sand.
Almost buried, i layed there still.
Its like no one realized i didnt have the will.
I didnt want to get up, i didnt want to weep.
I didnt want dream and sleep, or even fucking eat.
And so i layed there silently,
My mind slowly turning bizarre.
You were my worst calamity,
Its obvious in the scar.
And then the moments turn bitter,
Like the burned photos of our wedding.
And then nothing mattered to you.
This is what i was dreading.
Me slowly falling for you,
You falling asleep on your bed.
Me staying up all night,
Repeating what was said.
"The clock stikes 5 AM. and its confirmed, im dead."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
I dont feel like talking - Numb
I just want to stay in the silence i built around myself,
Because only then will i ever truely know the deafening quiet of my own mind.
And i thought it drove me insane, but it didnt.
It all makes perfect sense now.
"I was already insane to begin with."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
sometimestheworstme312
80w
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Blood, but not Family - Aunt
Sometimes i feel like you hurt me on purpose.
But its okay, cause your not worth shit.
All those lies and broken promises.
All of the anxiety and the problems you left me with.
I blame you for most of my trauma.
But you just go and start fucking drama.
Sad to think im more mature.
But honestly, thats just mother nature.
I want to just knock the lights out of you.
And yes, that line was very much true.
But everyone stopped me and told me not to.
So how about i do me, and you do you.
I didnt want it to be like this, its not like you fucking care.
All you do is roll your eyes and then ask if you can share.
Your side doesnt matter right now,
Nothing really gets resolved.
Im learning its best to just move on.
And how to not get involved.
All this time i was just waking up to reality.
But you just continue life in your fantasy.
Your little glass bubble that sadly cant be popped.
But thats okay, because im done.
I finally realized to stop.
Even though your glass bubble survived with only a couple of cracks,
I promise when you feel me gone,
Its gonna leave heavy impact.
Can you pick up the pieces?
Its fine, let me help.
Cause after i cut you loose, youll realize that your all by yourself.
"And here i thought i was the shattered one."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
makeouthill
86w
Read MoreWeirdo, see it's not only about the sun,
Sometimes things that kills us do makes us stronger and prepared for tommorow...
Like your present problems things and demons you're dealing with,
As the surving the storm is hard, But it'll only help you to Bloom with the sun... So things don't happen for no reason, they happen to teach you something...
So leave all this stuff, now today...
Let's laugh at stupid jokes.
cry. apologize.Tell someone how much they mean to us. Live life, eat chocolates, listen to stupid songs, see weird dreams, have a huge mug of coffee, paint, love... And trying to be happy in the moment! :)
That's enough, weirdo! That's hell lot enough! :)
Each moment is all we need, not more.
Cuz tommorows never guaranted to anyone, my friend.anyone. :)
#if #it #made #you #smile #it #was #worth #it
#if #it #didnt #guess #what #ill #be #back #again
#guhahahaaMay the flowers remind us
why the rain was necessary.
- Xan Okv6 4
- _the_stoic_ :)
- _the_stoic_ the tags though :D
- makeouthill @his_till_infinity Guhahaha... Njn thalel aayi... Enna thinda oreh reminder aanh!!!
- _the_stoic_ aaah enta vidhi :P
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Scissors
I held on to you,
Like a child with a balloon.
But i didnt realize,
I had closed my eyes.
And then you cut me off.
"At least you didnt stab me."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Tense
I release a silent breath when you finally leave.
"I didnt know i was holding on until i wasnt."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Remembering
I would feel completed,
And then i would remember how he didnt want me.
"This would fuck with my mentality."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Polar divergence
I never asked for this, not that you care.
I didnt ask for your abuse,
"I realized love was never there."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Hesitated
You did, i was scared.
But dont worry, when your lips owned mine,
Your hands roamed down,
And your waist was pressed gently against mine,
You didnt hesitate.
And neither did I.
"Finally."
"Finally."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Ten
Ten spelled backwards is net,
But you werent there to catch me.
"I fell for you, but didnt know where i landed."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Hiding
Theres no one to love you when you build your walls too high.
Im sorry to myself for denying everything.
"I didnt deserve it."
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Grey eyes
You stared intensely with your blue grey eyes,
All i could do was watch.
I watched you observe the blue grey bruise,
Sitting just below my cheek bone.
All i could see was rage and fury in your eyes.
"what the fuck do you mean he didnt mean it?"
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Misplaced
I didnt lose my sanity,
I just lost myself.
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Statements
Honesty is not the same as Brutality.
But if im being honestly brutal,
Fuck You.
At least I didnt lie.
©sometimestheworstme312 -
Secrets
Honesty was the key.
And you didnt unlock the door.
©sometimestheworstme312 -
makeouthill
107w
"Bro, she was there with you,
The whole night. And you
Didn't even kiss her. Don't lie!"
"Yes I didn't kiss her,
We Talked through the whole night.
Shared problems, laid together on top of the roof, stargazing. Watched cartoons, laughed, cooked for each other, got drunk together, ran through the streets doing all those weird stuff,
Together, had a hell lot of fun, came back.
Enjoyed those pillow fights. And promised each other to stay forever...
And we both fell asleep on each other's hands."
"Hey, dude.
I guess you don't realise. You are in love."
"I was already in love.
But now I found one more reason to love her
More."