I have walked the wrong lanes,
Carried the hate in my veins,
Flirted boldly with every pain,
But, maybe this wasn't my plane...
I wished for the simple black and white way
But this dump is painted in shades of grey
Now, I don't understand the sly & the cunning,
They speak words with multitude meanings!
It's maddening to see good get lost in evil,
While bad gets tactfully reasoned by the devil.
My poor heart doesn't know anymore,
The infinite possibilities spell peace or war?
The charming ideals seem out of place,
Once you hear Lucifer's sweet-talking grace.
Then I realized, the chaos is on the rise
This tug-of-war might go on till the earth dies.
As I've bravely walked my own unique road,
I'll design my own ethics and moral code.
Hit or miss, I'll follow my own subconscious
If I fail to be noble, I'll still be lufracious.