Mirakee
My fear
I feel safe with glimpse of her
I feel elated with a smile from her
I feel serene with a word from her .
My heart skips with a call from her
My system crash when I see her down
My eyes flows with a sigh from her
My heart aches when her smile fades away
I dread the day when I can no longer see her
I fear the day I can no longer hold her
My pearl
My rarest gem
Peace be upon you the day you were born
Peace be upon you the day you die
Loads of love from yours ....,
©eyeteejay
#fear
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It was just like 'that'
It was just like that dream of which,
I was the most afraid of.
I even have had told her about this,
When she hadn't stopped to love.
That man would come back and ask,
You to sit with him and to flee from.
Here to there where I can never go.
And you choose him then while I
Was standing and watching you go.
But that was just a dream of which
I was the most afraid of.
But that was not a dream anymore
When another man came for you
And in front of me he didn't even ask,
To sit with him you hopped in his horse
And before I could understand anything
You were gone as if the life goes from body
The dream of which I was scared of.
Became reality in front of my eyes wet.
The heart broke, the lungs paused
Even the life it self stopped a bit for
If this is love for which a man - who
Doesn't care of his dignity and honor
Put everything on stake for the beloved
He love - And in return if he is to witness
The pain and this fearful dream as reality
Then this sinful earth must be cursed and
No man shall love again or be ruled by the
Empress and her king and court.
(unfinished)
©rasmi_ranjan -
Fear
Feeling that same fear
Like rag in my mouth
Like skin in my teeth
Rattling me
Right down to my bones
But I cannot show it
Run away little rabbit
For running is all you can do
You've lost many fingers
As they bite the hand that feeds
Eyes wide
Can't hide
But you still try too
Once beaten twice shy
No one understands why
Cross my heart hope to die
Bind my hands in your lies
Why do I have to repeat this spiral
This panic over those pretty words
Go with your gut little rabbit you'll never get hurt
Something ease my suffering
I've been here before
And I will be trapped here
A reject and a whore
Tell me we are the same
When if we were you'd spare me of this indifference and give me my peace
You cannot calm a rabbit if you still bare to your teeth
©pyro_sagen -
दिल की किताब
हम सोचते है कि
दिल टूटता या जुड़ता है
ये तो बस हमारा एक वहम है
अगर कुछ टूटता है तो विश्वास
जुड़ता है तो विश्वास
दिल तो बस जरिया है
खुद को पागल बनाने का।
©Shruti Yadav10 2
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rakeshkh
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rakeshkh
Dear writer,
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Fear
Fear our state of mind,
Escaping door where seems out of sight.
A fear of a life without my love ;
a fear of losing that love, in the flow of life.
A fear of failure that often comes in hand and what remains in the other hand is a fear of losing myself again into shattered pieces, building again which takes time.⌚
A fear of not being able to stand on my dear's expectations.
A fear of pros and cons.
A fear of losing hope and courage in the race of life,
A fear of getting tired and weak again after acting strong for a while.
I don't fear the darkness in my room but the darkness of life.
I don't fear the water, but i do fear the watery eyes that shed when things not go right.
I fear the negative thoughts that are really cruel,
cruel enough to frighten me, to break me..
But when i ponder deep and talk to my fear,
I realize it is just a negative energy so called fear.
Break the negativities, kick it out,
Shout at it and tell them to go.
Strong i was, stronger i have been.
Strongly i will keep facing all my fears with a smile and pride.
©_writer_at_heart_ -
oddgoddess
4d
You yearn for me
Are you willing to learn from me?
Please don't turn from me when I show you all of my shades Blues and hues that don't seem inviting
I hope they're to your liking and if not that you'll learn to love them
Your demons were touch starved nights and honey-dipped lies
I can love them to silence so they don't torment you when you close your eyelids
Your skeletons can be mine and still kept private
Love doesn't have to be sulfuric acid
That's not how I want to break down your walls
I want to grow in love
Not fall
©oddgoddess -
Overcome
Overcome your fear,
Glory lies there!
©_writer_at_heart_ -
pakhi1738
4d
Read MoreThey say you are free
To do whatever you want
If only it was true
'cause now here you stand
Trying to breathe in the air
But breathing in chaos instead
They say you are stronger
Than you know
When they know
Nothing about you
They don't understand
What you're feeling,
What you've been through
They tell you that they care
But no one ever really sees you,
For you!
They don't know
That you keep yourself busy
By burying your head in stories
'cause it help slow down
These unbearable voices
That keep you awake
When you're trying to sleep
And won't let you wake up
In the mornin'
They say you were meant to be
A doll from their dreams
The one, born to fly
So why do you feel suffocated
All the damn time
And would rather prefer dying
So why do you feel like
Locked up in a coffin,
A coffin of their expectations
Deep down the ocean
Drowning you
over and over again
They say, you doubt yourself
You underestimate your worth
Then why does cutting yourself
And bleeding to unconsciousness
Sounds much easier
It's funny, how they keep telling you
You are ruining your life
But never really care!
You make heroes
Out of the survivors
Searching for hope
But when it's you,
It hurts way more
And you know,
God! You know,
You are just another
Ticking time bomb
Waiting for one last blow
To give up and finally explode
You plug in your earphones
And hurt your ear drums
With the loud music
All day
To flush out the noise from your brain!
You keep ignoring people
Who really care
'cause you're afraid
You tell them
Everything's all right
When you just wanna say,
"I'm not okay!"
-Pakhi✍️
P.C.- @azureabyss
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- pakhi1738 @u_star thank you so much for this. I am truly grateful to have readers and friends like you who knows what exactly goes into writing what you are going through or what you've been through. I agree with the depression part. I usually write about the way I feel so I guess that means I am depressed. I've been dealing with severe anxiety from past 5 years. So it's probably just that.
- musicduniya @pakhi1738 extremely beautiful ❤❤
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gemmah
The first two paragraphs were .. and they hit deep ..
Loved this.. - pakhi1738 @gemmah thank you so much for reading
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Fear and Oblivion
Your worst nightmare or your darkest fear,
Can be the most blissfull thing that ever happened to you...
Cuz sometimes we fear things, moments, people whom we don't want to loose, are afraid to face or just because we are living in the Oblivion to push it as far as we can.
So buck up and face your fears!
©suruchimallik -
Fear to lose you
Even though I know,
My heart will always choose you,
But there's one hitch,
This fear to lose you.
I wish that,
I could hold your soft hands,
But since I'm not here I have
This fear to lose you.
In my heart,
You perpetually stay,
But when you're not present I have
This fear to lose you.
On my lips,
Your name keeps coming,
I keep calling you because of
This fear to lose you.
These lines are,
Always written for you,
No matter how much I love you I have
This fear to lose you.
I hope that,
We don't see the past again,
Well then I won't have
This fear to lose you.
©heclamation -
My secret fear,
The one that I carry as my soulmate,
Imbued with endurance and etched onto my veins,
Is that one fine day,
Everyone will see me the way I do,
See me from the other side of the mirror I look into,
I'm afraid they'll see that,
I'm neither amazing nor good,
They'll finally see,
That I am painfully unworthy,
I'm far too ugly for all the love this world offers,
Full of frustration and hypocrisy and clingy needs,
The mirror doesn't lie,
It knows the truth,
And I'm afraid one day,
The world will know me for the scamster I am,
And leave me behind in darkness and loneliness,
Everyone lives with the knowledge of death,
The single irrefutable fact that the scythe of death will come for us one day,
But I have one more sword hanging above my head,
I live with the knowledge that one day,
Sooner or later,
The world will walk away,
Recognizing an unsalvageable soul lost in the cosmos.
©alexi_silver13 1 1
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rakeshkh
Dear writer,
We read your creations, they are very unique. We would like to invite you to participate in our new book. The book will be published with your name and copies of it will also be given to you.
for more information contact.
Thank you
Insta - hatchegg_publication
Mail : publish@hatcheggpublication.com
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rakeshkh
Dear writer,
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the_alchemiist
5d
Read MoreMy pen either inks romanticism or seclusion. Do you agree with this...!?
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EXPRESSING DESPAIR
(The Ongoing Battles With My Demons)
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I peek through blinds that are tightly drawn,
Shocked by the glow of the breaking dawn.
I shun the brilliance of another day,
Enslaved and entombed, I stay hidden away.
The night was long as I lay awake,
Anxiety choking like a poisonous snake.
My self-hatred grows like some malady,
That I pray will soon be the death of me.
Being hated and scorned is painful indeed,
And that love can be torture, we all must concede.
But to be ignored and forgotten can vanquish one's heart,
Until it's in pieces, just shattered apart.
To feel non-existent is so hard to abide,
When you know that your heart is still beating inside.
And how do you save your sinking soul,
When you feel yourself plummeting into that hole?
My dreams don't provide any rest or relief;
They only replay my regrets and my grief.
I honestly don't know how I came to this place,
But it's clear to me now that there is no escape.
You may call me weak and lowly at best.
I'm trapped in self-pity, I must confess.
I long for some quiet, just a moment of peace,
But my negative voice refuses to cease.
My greatest enemy resides within,
But how can I battle myself and win?
I find this a callous, duplicitous life,
Not worth any effort to fight the good fight.
Surviving..., instead of living each day,
Sheltered inside sturdy walls I create.
Fleeting moments when hope will linger so nigh,
But those feelings of wretchedness still once again rise.
Getting through every moment and each empty day,
Feeling lost and panicked in this chaotic maze.
Still not giving up and not giving in,
With my greatest fear being that it won't ever end...!!
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@mirakee @mirakeeworld @writersnetwork @writersbay #pod #mirakee_reposters #mirakee #seclusion #dark #demons #fear
#lunatic_poems
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Still not giving up and not giving in,
With my greatest fear being that it won't ever end...!!
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Missed uh
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डर
कभी जाना नही,पर जबसे पाया तुम्हे,खो जाने का डर लगता है।
कभी पहचाना नहीं,पर जबसे चाहा तुम्हे,दुनिया भुलाने का डर लगता है।
कभी देखा नहीं,पर जबसे देखा खुदको तुम्हारी आंखों में,मुझे उन आंखों से ओझल होने का डर लगता है!
©mazingmee -
Fear of Change
I took a chance, a chance I never thought would happen.
Each step I took I came closer to the thing I feared most, change.
Do not get me wrong there were many pep talks amongst myself and at times I was ready to runaway, the fear of failing or being embarrassed kept creeping up.
My self talk would start ridiculing me for everything I did and felt and when I tried to stop it, it was like a bully laughing at me, taunting, and belittling me in hopes that it would break me.
Next thing I knew, I made it, I made it through the day, made it through the obstacle that I feared.
Sometimes it takes every part of your life to crumble in order to become a new person, it’s a new slate, a fresh start and there is no option of turning back.
You’re tested to see if you can stand on your own two feet despite having every reason to fall.
There is no safeguard, no net, nothing. If you fall, that’s it.
Before I was afraid of taking a chance and resisted change at all cost because at least if I stayed the same, I would always know the outcome even if it wasn’t good, but I think a part of me became afraid of staying still.
I guess reality is pretty ironic at times.
©girlnextdoor477 -
What Do You Do?
What do you do when he doesn’t want you anymore, and he discards you like yesterday’s trash?
There’s no rhyme or reason for why you’re no longer good enough, there’s no “let’s talk about it” there is absolutely nothing.
What do you do when he was your everything? He was the honeymoon period that never ended until today.
He was your comfort blanket that you brought everywhere, because with him you were safe.
What do you do, when deep down you knew he was drifting away from you? The nights where you’re crying so hard you must muffle your mouth while he sleeps so soundly right beside you.
What do you do, when you have the same talks over and over again and the promise to do better never happens?
What do you do, when you know deep down that something isn’t right.
You cling on to the hope that maybe you’re wrong, and maybe part of him is better than nothing.
What do you do when you’re left all alone, empty inside with nothing but questions?
What do you do?
You live.
©girlnextdoor477 -
gaamir
1w
Bazaar
Reh Gaye wo vaade adhure Jo usne Hume btaye the
Hum sach kehte rahe jhut ke parde usne lagaye the
Dar nhi tha humare kho Jaane Ka unhe
Shayad humare Jaise bazaar me or bhi Kayi Aaye the
©gaamir -
Fear
Fear- Game of stressed mind
©suryaansh -
Dar
Sau sach se bhi ishq na Mila,
Darta Hu kahi ek Fareb se mil na Jaye
©gaamir -
devilfish
1w
Darkness Swallowing Light
Splashes of the night
Lick seductively at the moonbeams
And firelight
Sands of solemnity eating spontaneity
And in it's place
It leaves monotony
Nightmarish oddities poking out
From the fingers of triggers
That rip out the wires of your fears
Year after year you tire of sin
Bathing in tears just to feel like you aren't
Dead
©devilfish -
eva_17
1w
Every night she ends up being tired....
Fighting with her own self
Fighting with her own emotions
She wants liberty
A bird of golden cage,
Wants to be a free spirit
©eva_17
