I panicked, I should had talked.
I built walls, I forgot the door.
I pushed you away, I wanted to be hold.
I ran, I should had climbed the walls.
I let you go, I never wanted to leave your side.
I thought it was for the best, I should had asked you.
I fought a war in my head, I should had made you my soldier.
I hurt you, I hurt myself.
I acted like I didn't care, I loved you.
I made mistakes, I wasn't myself.
I can't undo it, I wished I could.
I lived with silent regret, I should had shared my tears.
I hated myself, I missed you.
I am bruised, I conquered my war.
I still miss you, I miss us.
I put away my fear and pride, I showed you the truth.
I still got feelings, I never lost them.
I am glad to hear your laughter again, I can't wait to see your smile.
I was an idiot, I learned from my mistakes.
I want you to be happy, I want to be part of your happiness.
I found myself, I will fight for you.
I am not perfect, I will do my best.
I want you in my life, I am here to stay.