The Water Flows By
I watch as the river flows by, taking all parts of water with it as it does. I throw my worries into the fast flow of water. The water is calming. A sense of fear, deep inside my soul. Fear of the deep, fast flowing water still haunts me. I can't say for sure why that is. Some say in my past life, I had drowned to death. Stranger things have happened. Life takes a hold of us, and we just fight to survive. In this cold, overbearing world. Ancestors of our families, have lived here. I am assuming not in a world we are in, a slower paced, not so evil world.
I have 2 daughters & 2 sons, I hope to be around for grandchildren. I just can't imagine how our world will be 10 or 15 years. A chaotic evil surrounding all of us. The weight that holds us down, I am not certain that can ever be replaced to the feeling of freedom.
I know I can keep up the good fight of me against the world, as I always have done. Fighting each battle as it comes my way, fighting with all I have. I am fearless in the sense of the battles I face. I have to keep fighting, as long as it takes. As I look down below me the river flowing, I tell all my secrets. And let them go. Letting the water release them. As the water can be confided in, no one will ever be told. Trust can never be broken, as it has been so many times before. The water is my calming place. Where I go, telling all I need to be free. In this river, lies secrets of the unknown, by so many.
As it will for many years ahead of us.
No need to worry your safe there.
Watching the water flow by, taking all of our worries with it as it goes.