A journey to OLD ME to NEW ME
OLD ME - when I am hurt/angry...!!!
Throwing everything that I have in my hand or things that are around me.
skipping my meals, Cry, cry, cry, cry, and trying to never stop.
Get mad at everyone who asks me what has happened.
NEW ME- When I am hurt/angry...!!!
I don't utter a word, i just
switch off my data, signout of all my social accounts, put my phone to the charger, turn on my Ac, cover myself with a Blanket which is much bigger than me & Sleep, until my anger calms down.
Then, I sit & think where did the things went wrong.
Then get back to my phone, which is now fully charged, and start the conversation like nothing has happened.
THE JOURNEY TO OLD ME AND NEW ME HAVE TAUGHT ME MANY LESSONS....!!!!
IN OLD ME- I was a person who thinks only about self and doesn't care about anybody else(which I could say selfish- "which I am not"). Though I know how it feels, when someone hurts you, I still treated everyone around me the way how I was been treated alike.
IN NEW ME - I am a person, who is vexed of those fights, I forgive people easily because I don't want any more drama. I am no more expressive, I keep all my emotions to self. Because I don't want to hurt anyone.