And you were there to reduce my pain,
But all I gained are these heavy weights in my brain.
Everything is washed away by the rain,
The only things remaining are the shreds of our memories we made.
How to slow down, I don't know.
My back is heavy with all these arrows they targeted.
Black and blues are the only colours I know.
Everything is affordable, but your absence isn't.
To elevate my own ways, ready I am.
To feel you in every deepest part of me
Is my privilege, to carry your cologne in
My veins is the scar that is embedded deep
In the hollow tissues of mine.
Feeling pain, feeling better, feeling loved are all temporary things,
Sadness is permanent. Permanent is soul. Soul is indestructible, indestructible is you.