There's an unknown heaviness in my heart,
After I get out the skeletons from my past,
Or maybe not, it's because u leaving,
Or maybe the lonesome hole in me is actually a part.
Whether good or evil it doesn't matters to me much,
It's the raw emotions exploding out like the oceans touch,
Rough the life's gotten harder on me and says I'm the best out of the bunch,
So it wants to crunch, the shit out of me by giving me the nightmares that suck.
Never thought much about the path I chose when I was a child,
But as I grew old I recognize that the path wasn't right,
It was the child who wanted to feel the eccentricity of the dark behind the bright,
It wasn't right, so I had to reconcile with my past devouring myself little mild.
It wasn't the earthquake that break you down,
It was me raging up to hang you upside down,
I've to quit, it's more important to leave shits now,
I never imagined that I'll calm myself so down.
It was me who was broken,
It was never you,
It was me who faced the humility,
Given by you,
It was me who tasted the defeat,
In my love for you,
It is me who rose up alone,
But the reason wasn't you.
The cruelty you showed me while kicking me down,
You showed no mercy in kicking me when I was already down,
But the universe had some other plans for me,
The kicks you kicked me actually made you drown.
Look at me now,
I bet you're probably sick of you now,
Don't run away kiddo,
I'm gonna make you face the truth with a bow.
You thought I'll never get up,
When you kicked me you only pushed me backup,
You made me feel the pain I needed to face the world,
After you left I got quite a few people who actually backed me up.
I took a leap from the top of the crown,
It was too deep down,
Nothing was visible, but right now,
It was the your deeds whom the universe had frown.
I'm at a bottom without even a scratch,
All thanks to those acted as a cushion and made the catch,
Now thinking we weren't meant to be it was a mismatch,
But sorry not so much as I won't gonna take your catch.
So today will be the last night of a person who made my catch,
I wanna wish that person with all my heart and bless him with all my luck,
I pray you'll also soon hatch,
And show the world the beauty which they lack.
I love that person from the bottom of my heart,
For all that person did was way too much than I can actually pay back,
The things weren't easy but that person didn't took even a step back,
Always should me the courtesy in life's harshest slap.
You're a person of your words,
You're a true friend of my world,
You're the soul of the Earth,
You're like sunshine giving me rebirth.
The words aren't enough,
The ensuing is full of love,
Just watch out for the lust,
And always have on yourself the faith and the trust.