With heavy heart,
I started writing these words,
My hands tremble in remorse,
Mind shivers in pain, and agony.
I feel my environment floating in air,
I feel myself light enough.
There is silence all around me,
Not a rustle I hear today,
Though words not flowing out of my heart,
I still write with the wounds on my heart.
My mind stabbed, and thoughts frozen.
I begin with the story of a child,
A child, who yearned for affection, for love,
No soul would listen to her pain,
To her cries which were all in vain.
She bade adieu to her childhood early.
She grew up, and decided to wear a mask,
A mask of emotions,
which smiles for the world.
Her feelings found an orifice,
They called it poetry,
She calls it just a plethora of words.
Tired, exhausted and drenched,
She penned down each season of her life.
One day, she felt a hand on her shoulder,
It was divine, she felt.
She got a new life,
A soft palm held her hand,
and they stopped trembling,
Mind stopped shivering, rather it became strong.
The time was holy, the moments a boon.
She deserved love and gave the same in return.
To reveal the real her.
She always wanted him to listen.
So that he doesn't meet the same fate as hers.
Then, the next hour she doesn't remember that clear,
All she does is a blurred image,
Something close being snatched and she is crying,
Boon becoming a bane.
She remembers the next moment as blank,
A realisation that nothing is permanent.
She is tired and wants to sleep now.
Though a part of her mind wants to stay alive,
Then she looks at her body,
And realizes that her heart is now lost,
Loved ones lost, the ones claiming the same vanished.
She then decides to sleep.
Perhaps it's the best thing she could do to herself.
She stops concealing herself.
Feelings wrapped up,
She closed her eyes
A deep breath.
With these words she bid you all a farewell,
With a dim hope that she will rise again,
Lighting the vicinity.
So that these words,
Do not become her last words.
" No one loves me! I am so alone! I got no friends, no lovers! No one to kiss me when I feel blue no one to hug me when I cry! Everyone is attracted to my beauty, they fail to see my scars, they fail to see my darkened side! I am looking for someone who'd love me special! I wonder when my search will be satisfied! When I will finally find that special one!!
" Hey moon! I dont know if you know this or not!! I am sure you do not know! How could you, this earth is so big, it is difficult to find a single person residing in the smallest corner! But all I wish is you are still waiting, Waiting for someone special! But it is true i love you a lot and i love you like no one else ever can!! People call their gf/bf their moon, but i need not call you as you already are!! And that too the best, the most beautiful!! I know you have inferiority complex but who is absolutely perfect in this world! Everyone is flawed in a conquest to be perfect! You are lucky enough even your scars are beautiful how they glow! You may think I am trying to put down the facts! Hiding the facts but no!! I am trying to explain you that the flawed things shine brighter and are soothing!! Just see the sun!! He is so irritating! I hate him just so Muchh! It gives me infinite troubles! But this is the reason he has to burn himself!! Karma never leaves anyone!! He steals you from me everytime it shows up!! Everytime it has to bring day on this earth! I don't like days as I can't have you in them and also the nights when you don't show up! But still i don't count on anyone else but you!! You are my everything, my every emotion, my every relation and my soul mate!! I wonder when I'd meet you! I just cant wait for the moment! Everytime I just keep thinking of you, I fantasize my life on you!! I agree i have fallen in love with you after a rush of betrayals from this human world but trust me even Now when I have got a few people, my nights are incomplete without you, my smile ( the most true one only comes on seeing you!!) Your silence, your embrace, your attraction is ethereal, it hypnotises me every night and I feel like i breath you, I touch you, I kiss you more and more everytime.. I wonder how your love can do things no one else can!! Oops! Mom is calling now! I have to go at once! Else I'll be cursed and abused badly! I will talk to you tomorrow!! "
A few minutes later!!
Oh!! Wait!! I forgot daily poem for him!! I have to go and recite him today's poem!
" I am back my love!! I just remembered I didn't recite you a poem in an ode to you!! Your beguiling beauty, That mesmerizing shine You think you are lonely But you are mine Your hurting scars I want to kiss them away I am yours When will you say!! My love for you is special In ways you can't imagine No matter whatever I try to do In your thoughts I always land in My love is much more eternal kind In this universe very rare to find I want you to walk along For you i sing the love song! Love you! Bye!! ❤❤"
HER LOVE STORY By Simran Kaur ( theroyalhighness) Genre: Fiction Starring: well here I am starring me, moon, sun, the stars and the whole universe!
Description : It is a story of a girl who is in love with moon. But the moon is unaware! Moon thinks himself all scarred and hates himself! Rest it will be talking of the other things in universe.. Their problems and their survival!! PS I am in love with the space and the whole of universe! Although moon has a special place in NY heart!!
An appropriate reply to a person who always makes you feel that you can't do anything.Be self-motivated sometimes bcoz there are always some idiots around who intentionally make you feel down and depressed.
drinderjeetdear ayesha, here at mirakee, everyone loves you like a doll sister or daughter, not because you are hindu or muslim but a good writer and very good human being. your apprehension sounds like that of Aamir khan who twice married hindu girls but he looks hindus as intolerant. Naseer-ud-din shah married hindu girl but he looks hindus as intolerant. a number of peaceful citizen were burnt alive in a train in Godra by so called muslims, but response by victims itself was only highlighted by so called intellectuals as Gujrat riots ( though both incidents are anti human ). Benzir bhuto, Zia-ul-haq and a number of prominent leaders in Kasmir itself were never killed by any hindu. being a hindu I have belief and faith in my religion like crores of other hindus. the party which you are talking about, simply says to all, 'don't spread hate ' . a strong nation requires patriotic services by hindu muslim sikhs and all other citizens. not the government but we have to prove our loyality. truth can't be one sided. muslims are our brothers and sisters, they should also think that emotions of other communities should also be given due consideration. you are a good writer and should always analyse the things in a neutral capacity. I hope you will not take it personal.
ayeshakazi@impawan True... Because the media is been sold out to them . They are working for them
ayeshakazi@drinderjeet so true . People here are so loving.. And i know what you are talking about and i understand but i am talking about you and me i am talking about the leaders who are leading our country. They are the ones who are discriminating and I strongly oppose that because if i am a proud India i am a proud Muslim too. If you are talking shit about religion i can't take it easily because it's my country. And i belong to this motherland. I as a Indian would not want my country to be lead by such leaders. I am there for my people and for others as well who are being discriminated from others. I hope you understand my side as well
drinderjeetyes dear, my opinion is that every religion should be given due respect and every citizen should be ready to die for the pride of country. this is your motherland and I really love this spirit.
Maybe you are that last page of a novel That I am reading currently Which I never want to end. But this book I got from a library And I got to return it Instead of keeping you for long!
Maybe you are that last drop of rain Which I want to let stay On me for a little long To drench my soul in you But you will flow off from me Into the drain!
Maybe you are that last breath I take Which I want to hold on As I feel my journey isn't complete yet I have much more to explore! But I know you won't stay And you too will go!
Maybe you are that last verse of the song Which I want to continue forever And never ever stop But you will end leave me in silence
Maybe you are that last leaf That would fall down if the tree To make it all bare and dry Maybe you would flow With the winds much high!
Maybe you are that last thought of my mind That I'd be having before my death A feeling that I felt too much I was worthy A voice that I heard much more than you wanted to speak In a love that I fell much more than i deserve And the soul I dived much deep!