Is strength a temporary companion?
It appears in seasons or maybe as gusts of wind from the sea
You feel like you've battled 1000 kings and won
Like you can conquer the world with your left pinky
Or is that borderline arrogance?
Maybe a hint of a narcissist?
Is strength a feeling? Do you feel strength?
I don't know.
I feel everything and nothing at the same time.
A waterphone plays within me
It's ripples vibrate to the tips of my fingers, through the soles of my feet
I stare blankly at the wall in front of me
It's colours 'sober' as they call it
Remind me of a body, wasted away to nothingness.
Pale, dull, grey
There are no more tears to cry
Or laughs to laugh
False smiles blind my eyes
I'd rather live in black and white
Is that strength?
I don't know where this is going
I don't want to go anywhere
I'm lonely when I'm with you
I'm lonely with everyone else
I'm the loneliest with myself
We must have a lot in common
Me and my wall
We are both just sober
Watching the world run in black and white