You worth my loss
you are the one who had the power to mould me into anything ...
see the elegance of how dreams turned into nightmares,
you just screwed me up,
I fall over and over again from dusk till dawn
Every time I get up after I dive into your memories
I just made myself to think that I built a bit of me
At some edge, I heard the words of mysterious voice whispers
'Every time you fall down, you are attaining a step down gradually dear'
so I found that ,still you don't cease to overwhelm me
I reminisced how you craved me earlier to love you more
You wept terribly which lingers like an echo in my ear still
you scoured for the old me when you returned after a misery, I changed myself for you.
you thought you accomplished the old me
No, You structured a new ocean
where my love waves stroked the shore of you.
Now that ocean haunted with my tears
and not a speck far to replenish it with my ounce of blood.
There is no sense in filling your place with friendship
It is like giving roses when you are thirsty.
It's not a breakup if people inquire you what came about to your forever
Elucidate them this way "No one can give up intense friendship entirely for a vulnerable love,
That fool did, no one accept back such an idiot like me, she did
she is the only she, who adored me without a grain of expectation
Gave habitat in her 'already broken' heart
when the entire world was against her in denial.
But I didn't buy her heart, I hired it for five months
and after she wrapped her broken pieces with my so-called love,
I unrolled and minced it into the fluid on my senses.
I filled her voids of doubts with false hopes, trusts and desires
and abandoned her in a profound trench full
Of tears and toils right after she completed making me as her whole world..."
You didn't glimpse back after you burnt me with your words
Every time you get rid of me, I
Re-emerged with the new bitter versions
which was ready to face ur insults, ridicules, disrespects, hurts and harms
you were just obsessed with discovering flaws in an immutable society which is utterly useless,
I tried and strived and endeavoured,
You ripped me apart
gave incisions with the sword of ignorance which gave pain like hell.
My mind lapsed into shady corners
one last time, I gave you an opportunity
You set it on fire,
The ignited flame was revenge and ashes was confidence
It gave the warmth of satisfaction
which evaporated my chillness of your loss.
I heard that surviving great in front of the one who fled us is the charmingest revenge.
I want most delicious retaliation than that, so
I took off deep down of my thoughts,
I found every mine finds a way to reach you.
Every mine probe for an alliance to unlock your fence of memories,
I compiled it all, I was astounded how potent my love was...
I concluded finally, I love you,
Days, time, a new lifestyle or any god sent he
cant make me forget just an inch of feeling about you,
So I chose the sole way to revenge you is let you go
you let me go, so am I.
I decided not to be in love with you even if you are in death bed,
I don't let my love and care to breathe the air you breathe...
I assigned a path where we can't happen upon
Do you think this is not revenge?
obviously, it is the one
The coldest grave revenge which couldn't be given by anyone to you.
I can give you..because once I preferred you over me.
My future quenched the revenge thirst it
Ask your future...' Is letting me go is revenge?''