Can I begin this piece of note by writing that one line which is being echoed in my ears and mind , through the walls of my room . Everything i look at and everything I touch screams this , which makes my heart beat faster.
It says "I want more out of my life , I can do more , I have the power within me , but I feel inert."Yes , I know , I clearly know how much capacity or calibre I posses and I can do greater things but why am I holding back , why does all this feel pointless , why isn't there a spark or a force to push me harder to do something I really want to.
Sitting on my bed , wearing my comfy pyjamas , having a good cup of coffee , I still hold the pain of regret.
I feel something is missing within me.
And it hurts the avid soul of mine !
I ponder where all this will take me to. Sometimes I feel fearful to even dream.When I close my eyes and think about my future self ,I never get a clear vision.
Can I be a little candid here ?
I admit it , it took me a while to put my feelings into these words. I felt hard to pull myself up and compose my thoughts and pen it down here.
Why do everything seems dark and hollow ?