Baby Daddy Issues In This Pandemic
Two weeks after this pandemic started, I had a lot of drama going on with my baby's daddy, Bernie.
One day I was watching the news, and I was seeing a large number of deaths that have occurred in this pandemic. They announced that there were a lot of babies that had died from the virus. The government was demanding everyone around the globe to stay at home. Do not go out unless we need to. After watching that, I was determined to stay at home. Bernie had called me on the phone the next day and told me that he and his mom wanted our baby to go over their house. After he told me that, I went to the Lord and prayed that I hope it will not be any conflict between me and Bernie about who wants to see our baby.
Bernie stays with his mother and I stay with my mother. When he told me that, my response to that was "naaw, I don't trust that, with this virus going on and all. "You don't trust us?" He asked. "That's not the case, I trust y'all, it's just this virus I don't trust, " I said. "Naw, you don't trust us, " he said. "I do, see y'all not getting the point, I heard it on the news a couple days ago that babies died from this stuff," I said getting mad. "I know people dying from this stuff, but you can't live in fear, you..." Bernie said getting cut off. "I know we can't live in fear but..." I said getting cut off as well. "Can I finish? I didn't interrupt you, " he asked. I was silenced. "Now I know a lot of people is dying from the virus, but I said we can't live in fear, I know me and you are two different people, we got our own opinions, but imma still go out and live my life. The government is controlling everything we do. They can't dictate how we should live our lives, you can be in the house every day if you want to, but me, imma still get out every day going to the store, to the car wash, do what I have to do, " he said. "I know that we can't live in fear, but we have to use wisdom when we go out. We have to only go out when we need to, not when we want to. It seems like you not understanding, " I said, getting aggravated. "I understand, you and Kiki can stay in the house, but I'm not, " he said. I was relieved when he said those things, although I was not expecting that at the end of his sentence. I thought it was going to be a big fight about that, and I prayed that it would not be. God is good.