Do i shoot the bullets in my head/
Or do i hang up myself to death/
Do i wake up and live again/
Or do i sleep forever with this pain.
I don't know where to go/
There are hundred ways to that door/
Should i catch up my breath and smash through it/
Or should i leave everything and just wait for it.
I remained silent behind your success/
I saw sky falling onto us/
I witnessed two opposites/
While i was the synonym.
I tried a lot to be a plus/
But couldn't make to that level/
Tracing out the flaws in us/
Making us more overconfident .
Do you remember, the place we used to live/
Do you remember, the streets we passed/
You've forgotten all of it, don't you?
I'm still holding the time we had.
Won't you follow my shadows/
Don't you cover my mistakes/
Save me from getting exposed/
Fill these gaps between of your grace.
The light of it shines/
Bright as your eyes/
Something special in this night/
Waking up and making some coffee/
Energizing and powered up my body/
It's happier than yesterday's morning.
Oh Lord, i wish there will be no pain tomorow/
Oh God, i wish the world will be free from sorrow/
Oh God, i'm afraid of the next sunrise/
I wish there would be no morrow.
Oh Lord, i offer my blood to you/
Oh God, i can't handle myself anymore/
I lay my sins down your feet/
I wanna disperse down the heaven's floor.
Help me Lord, your gift has now evolved into curse/
Now i know the purpose of its endlessness/
Why don't you just call your lovely child/
You are my father, pull me out of this wild.