my jaw dropped;
lips to lips with his arms around her,
his warm breath almost fogging her glasses..
he slowly pulls her into his jacket.. his left hand caressing her hair..
i had to think whether to look away or to continue walking as i deliver the extra cans of beer they requested..
"they're drunk right!!?? But it still hurts".
what great way to act normal cause the second i laid the cans, i started sprinting...
I am running breathless. I should stop, that’s what I was thinking. But no, I need to keep running… I need to pretend, I’m okay. I need to not let them notice that I am heartbroken. I need to tire this heart out because it’s restless. “I need to..” (what?? because there are thousands of things that i immediately noticed, all for the sake of getting my mind off of what i just saw) , I uttered to myself. Tears rolled down my eyes like waterfalls. I don’t know what to do. This is not what I was hoping to happen that night. What caused it? I don’t know if its alcohol, but one thing is certain, I was dumped.
for once in your life, you will meet a certain person who will change your point of view on things.. yes you! there are no exceptions.. they are the people who will surely make a difference, and thats not because they're weird or anything but because thats how we perceive them to be.
he was just a normal guy, actually i am not thoroughly impressed by him as a whole. one thing that really attracted me was his towering build.. hes six foot one(now thats something), not even that muscular for a guy but, knowing hes really tall, is enough... i had these fantasies that he might carry me in his back or probably lift me up like a kid such as i long ago.i didn't know him that much then. he was a stranger who would shoot me glances from afar as i ascend to a very loud and noisy song while doing my plates( arch- reference) i was a loud and annoying classmate who couldn't find a duet until he sat by me and sang. "he sings?" yes! and i knew i loved him for it. its something i always hoped to do . its to fall in love while singing like in the disney movies.. having him around to cheer me up, to learn new songs, to play with... to.. to..
why do i have to go that far? why do i have to involve my feelings? why Him out of all people? but have you ever heard him sing?(God, it breaks your heart) i thought if thats the only thing i loved about him then i probably didnt loved him at all...
but why am i still under this torment? my lungs are about to collapse.. and im already seeing memories of him flashing through my eyes.. how he would approach me, always look for me, make me laugh.. pester me.. i was such a fool... im about to fall.
"hey dude what are you doing?" , he called
my bestfriend laughs.. "get back here"
"oh, nothing just went in for a little run, haha" i said wearing my prom dress.