Mirakee
I find the person I loved the most, turning in to the person I hate the most. And in turn, I just feel silly for feeling like that.. because was my admiration, love and attachment that shallow..? To turn in to hatred so soon..? I am just silly.. I guess. Or may be the person I loved was. Well..who knows..
©dreamer4
#killme
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dreamer4
1w
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dreamer4
8w
"Laughter feels like a crime.."
Ever felt that guilty and worthless..?
©dreamer4 -
dreamer4
8w
I wonder if life was ever even meant to be a pleasant endeavour..
Still at the same weird shit..I was at some years ago..no matter how much fucking growth..you say I have gone through..no matter how much time has past..I am still the same old fucked up me..which kind of pisses me of..
I just wish that I could be a better version of myself..
©dreamer4 -
dreamer4
8w
If you say..one more time.. seriously one more time..that life has something in stock for me, I will lose my shit. Don't you think I have seen enough?
©dreamer4 -
mentally_till
14w
Our House
Our house would have been round
Round doors, round rooms, round bed, round tub.
We would have had a garden, a swing, a fence and a dog.
A spiral staircase, a library, an old stove and I guess it doesn't matter now, does it?
We would have felt safe. -
mentally_till
14w
Admit It
The other night during a breakdown I admitted that I knew you weren't real. That I knew that I've been talking to no one this entire time. Not a ghost, absolutely no one.
I've been alone all this time. I must forget and go back into denial. You're still my best friend. -
mentally_till
14w
Old
I wouldn't have minded growing old with you. Growing old alone is horrifying. It won't stop, won't slow down.
I remember when we were kids. Feels like just a few months ago that we were teenagers. 21 now, but soon I'll be old. I wonder what our lives would have looked like. -
kureitamashi
16w
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I used to see him coming down the streets everyday, with his cream coloured, half-sleeve shirt and brown coloured pants.
His just one nod was enough to tell me to start my job or sometimes he just used to keep his foot on the pedal.
While I am shinning his shoes, he used to tell me about the beautiful place he called as school.. About how he got stuck in a dilemma when the teacher caught his diary and so on...
But today it was something else.
As if he had a mesmerized the aura around him.
As if all the glow in the world was in that plump cheeks. The usual dress was replaced by a black T-shirt and a torn jeans. His aura radiating happiness...
Wait.
Torn jeans?
Is he mimicking me today?
I bet not.
Usually he is the best customer I ever have. Cheery and helpful.
Maybe it is the day that people call it their birthday .. I thought I would suprise him with no charge today.
As I was finishing polishing his shoes, he took my hand and gave me the big 100₹ note.
Now where the hell will I get THAT much change? But his one nod to keep all of it changed my whole outlook.
I do wonder now why all the people are not like him. Why is there so much hatred? Why do people flinch to help others? Does a smile cost them so much?
Or is humanity still alive??
©kureitamashi -
kureitamashi
16w
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Glimmering in the sun her pink coloured scarf was always a permanent sight at 10 in the morning on that creaky bench.
With a cup of steaming hot choclate from starbucks, she was usually in her absent minded look ahead state.
Deep Black eyes that one can get lost or be mesmerized by the red shade of her lipsticks.. maybe it was the pleasure of seeing her or the elegancy of her in which she presented herself that emitted a strange mellifluous music that attracted me.
I don't know how she always changed when I approached her.. changing and shifting from that goddess to something I couldn't imagine.
Sometimes's the scenery would change too.. a beautiful place where she would guide me to the dark.
Or most of the times, we would stand near the hill glancing at a beautiful view of the sunset when she would push me down the cliff... So that I would fall to death.
Why am I always supposed to die??
Do I always dream?
Or am I hallucinating?
©kureitamashi -
so low solo
no one to turn to
if you just need a friend
everyone hurts you
when you reach out to them
say they're there for you
and an ear they will lend
then they desert you
guess their words were pretend
why should some one
want to continue to live
if they took a gun
and pulled on the trig
cause nobody would run
to see what you did
they would just go on
as you did never exist
©nothingleftsoiwrite -
jina bahut mushkil h
aur marna bhi ashan nahi
lagta h aish samashaya ka
koi samadhan nahi
©killme -
God
hey God plz mujhe easa bana do
ki meri yaaddash chali jaye
kyuki jina mushkil hota ja raha h mera
bhulne ki bimari ho jaye bhul jau kon mera
kon paraya
yaad rahe na kuch aacha na bura
jiban nahi h saral
©killme -
My thinking is to earn money in bulk with fame n buy those who spilled me out
But then I sense
"No I don't buy trash ️"
©rajeshreejunghare -
Nutsy girl
Heyyy goodies
Stay million steps back
Am in a way to fuck folk's life ,,
Ahh!! Dealt with venom to choke u
©rajeshreejunghare -
repeat.
trapped in a room
surrounded by nothing
you cant even see the walls,
but in your hand is a razor,
you look at it for a minute ,
admiring its sharp edges
and you do what you've done hundreds of times before,
you put the sharp blade against your forearm
and press,
you press harder and harder, till you think you might pass out
you drag it across you bare skin,
and then you repeat,
press and drag,
press and drag,
till you feel better
you smell the thick stench of iron in the air,
it almost makes you gag,
then you clean up the mess you made,
roll down your long sleeves
walk out of the room and smile,
you go to school, only slightly wincing when something hits your arm
you distract yourself with work, music, friends
until you go home, and it starts all over agian
©_everything_hurts_14 2
- meowngi A cycle
- loveurhunny Been there I had so much pain build up on me and I didnt know wht to do with it the overwhelming anxiety the way my heart really was hurting not just saying my heart ached my heart was hurting I could stop crying my blood pressure was building I picked my my blue Colbet flipout razor with a brand new blade in it and just started cutting idk if I was trying to end it all or just get the pain out of my heart at the time I was cuting from my wrist up to the bend in my forearm when I finally stopped I had cut myself about 8 really good deep long times maybe I was reaching out for help idk I didn't hide it I wore my short sleeved shirts it was spring and summer but my heads been so fucked for so long i was probably reaching out for help without knowing it the sad thing is my boyfriend didn't even notice it for 3 days how could he not see that ill never know I dont tan im pretty white as you get and because of that you can see cuts scars bruises scrapes anything really good even a little red mark can be really noticeable 3 nights after I did it we were laying in bed watching tv and talking like we always did and he finally saw it asked what happen i said I cut myself he said with the razor knife I just got for you I said yes and he got mad at me chewed me out then came back 5 mins later in tears apologized then took my razor knife and every single knife pair of sissiors my shaving razors away from me for a while I havent done it again but not promising I want but I gotta say its really hard peeling potatoes with out a knife or a peeler
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__priya
55w
Read MoreLove is decreased nowadays cuz ppl wish to be alone (freedom) more than love and to be loved. ❤����❣️
#wasteoflife #pessimisticgirl #pessimism #pain #saddest #sadness #lifeismeaningless #loveisfake #needfreedom #relationship #mirakeequotes #mirakeelover #mirakeepost #mirakeeuser #mirakeeliving #mirakeewriter #mirakee #pain #postoftheday #quotesoftheday #thoughtsofavillagegirl #mad #truelove #god #difficultiesallovertheworld #cry #peopleofevilworld #satan #evilworshiper #satanic #killme #imtired #thoughtsoftheday
Love is completely dead.. ������World is full of fake ppl... Sometimes its good to live alone. We are living as an optimist in a pessimistic world ..pain and problems, rape and suicide, murder and robbery... Many religion but no one is righteous, no one go to heaven yea! No one
©__priya -
blue_moonlights
56w
done with this life
he tried to heal but everytime he would try, it would all bring him down until one day he decided to let it go, let everything go even himself, he decided to get lost in the world of darkness, canceling any source of light...
©blue_moonlights -
anthonyhanible
57w
My Life
Let's play chess
Even though
My Life
Is not a game
Control me
Even though
My Life
Is not yours
Kill me
Then
My Life
Will be over
©hanibletheone -
what the hell are you doing?
I tie the panties of my
girl to the trailer hitch of
my car.
I spend my shit wages on
a handle and a jar of
kratom and some marijuana
edibles and vape
supplies.
I don't want to grow old.
I don't plan on it.
I'll spend my 20s getting
fucked beyond comprehension
and spend my 30s
miserable beyond words
and that'll be
it.
©duncannee -
Death
I just did something that has killed me inside. I loved a person but it wasn't working out so I let them go. They say they will wait. But I dont want them to wait. I want them to live free and find their perfect person. I let them go for a reason. I also want them to kill me! I want them to be mad at me! I want them to destroy my mental capacity to love again! I want to be so numb I will never feel a single thing. I will be dead. So let the grim reaper come and take me away for all that is left of me is an empty shell of who I was.
©suitingjaguar
