What is your spark?
What do you want to become?
Sometimes, you know what you love to do, what you are good. You learn quickly than others, you understand better. These are areas of your strength.
Maybe you have encountered that more, or been unknowingly practising it more, coz you enjoy doing that.
Or you like to do, at what you are good at, even though you weren't good before.
What shall I become of myself?
Expectations from my side:
Even if you don't have a tendency to compare oneselves with others, sometimes you know that you are better at that, it just floats apart.
You know that there's a potential; that has to be fulfilled. If not, it won't let you rest.
Satisfaction is one thing, but underachieving is what you will regret.
"Yeah, I was capable, but didn't worked hard." I don't want this failure. You know you can't turn back.
You don't know what you want to achieve, but you surely know you can achieve something big. Not to prove to people, but for yourselves, making the best out of you.
You don't know what are the expectations of the family or the close ones from you, nor do you strive to fulfill that, coz you know the real joy will come in doing the things you like to do. Not going to take a job for a lifetime that you don't like for the sake of others.
You should like what you are working.
~So here, I am in doubts, not sure about the future, lazy, wasting time and potential,(sort of envy comes along the way; seeing others), needing some small and subtle changes to be made; so that this present may become a present for the future.
Of Course, I will enjoy the journey along the way, if I sleep each day with satisfaction of giving the best each day.
Making each moment count.
This writing is like an gateway to show the frustation and uncertainty; it's way out.