It's spring time
Reminding myself how cold things have become in and around me, I lied down
and also to self, about the shivers that's running through my spine.
Staging a fake argument in the head about the reasons, I stay occupied.
With lot of courage, I tried to fill in the words with an extra coat of sugar, and I let it all out in the head.
With a sigh, I accepted the fear that's creeping in, with the frightful sight of new beginnings, before the spring.
After all it was the season of new beginnings, told myself a million times.
Being careful of how not to let the fear of it pop out.
Its okay to shed few dead and infected leaves, I consoled myself.
Trying to forget the struggles and pain that went in.
Is spring coming in to warm me up or bring new challenges to drown me down?
Has the season of cold has come to an end? Or is it just a glimpse of spring that's ahead?
I know it's spring time but can you hold on for a while?
So that I could hug the beginnings and weep atleast a little for the loss.