Living your life
"Remember that person that you thought you would never be able to live without the same person you'd believed you would die without them in your life? Well look at you, living your best life. You didn't die, turns out you're completely fine without them around and I know some nights it hurts to be without them but it's taught you so many things. The constant games and lack of Interest in you that they showed, taught you to value yourself more and care about yourself more than you could ever care about them. It has nothing to do with being vain or selfish in a bad way and it was a decision they made on their own and all you could do was the best you could to pick up all of the pieces and carry on. It's exactly what you did, the amount of times they've left you after all these years months hours have only taught you that you can and will strive even if they're no in your life. Remember who you used to be, before they came along and corrupted all the good things about you? Well you might not ever be who you once were and that's not a bad thing, it's Important to grow and change from experiences that Impact you this intensely. Discover who you are born to become with the help of who you once were, you can still be happy and joyous even with the trauma you've had to learn to overcome in the past. You will not able to change the past, accept this and learn to live in the present so you know how to enjoy your future when it arrives. Remember that person that you believed you would never be able to live without? Look at you now, living your best life."