Never imagined it would end this early,
never imagined it would cause such pain
i tried my best to pull myself up
but it just made me more insane
i've always been a heartless freak
no pain, no emotions, there was no need
but you came by and broke the armour
of this stubborn heart,but then i called it karma
karma since unconsciously i did this once
or maybe twice to some innocent soul
whose love for me was jewel gold
but i was naive back then and left it unattended
so that broke hearts and definitely offended
that innocent soul for life.
and then it dawned on me when
the same happened to me
i loved this person with all my heart
but you didn't give a shit, you cheated
my whole being you tore apart
the risks i took
the sacrifices I've made
are now just as thin
as the sharp, chiseled blade
you stabbed me with.
when i caught you once i was in despair
my relationship with with you i was ready to tear
but i never did that.
I said we needed a break
not for you to go on dates
how could you move on so quick
for goodness sake!
just after a day, we had the fight
i saw you there,lies you can never hide.
You didn't realise it was me, you chated as though
I never existed, i was zero.
you agreed to meet someone else
while i was in pain
it was just yesterday, i caught you, you said sorry
what were you planning to gain?
We held hands a week ago
and here you were ready to meet some random hoe
was i not good enough?
didn't i cross your mind?
didn't you remember my smile?
didn't you remember our time together?
but truth is, you played me well
and for this, I'm still going through hell.