Before You Love Me, Read My Story!
You wanna know my past,
You wanna be my last.
So, dig into my story
Know about the thorn and flori
I had a loving heart once upon a time ❤️
My world was waffles and sweet lime
A bunch of admirers would buy me shots of tequila
While I enjoyed ruling all over the social media
Like everyday, I got a random request there
I kept it hanging because I didn't care
After a while, I found it was still there
Then, what I did, you shouldn't dare
Let's not go into the depths anymore
It's just that,
I couldn't forget him, at the same time, couldn't turn myself into a whore, ❌
Then I had a bunch of 'Why-s' in my head, like you do right now
For that you've to hear me out and know about the 'How' ⁉️
I don't really have a concise explanation of what I went through
But I've the chats, screenshots, pictures, that I can show you
You'll know, how I was tricked to fall and feel,
Although I warned him several times, I'm slow to heal ⏪
It was simply a game for him all the time
For me, he was the only poetry I ever wanted to rhyme
Never judged him for who he was
Never showed up with norms and clause
Then what happened I really don't get,
Let's fast forward to the present date!
My present version will appear a little colder,
Coz I have turned cunning, wiser, and bolder
Random dating is fun these days,
I've changed my approach, my ways
There was a time when I would do anything to see those eyes,
Now I'm so close yet I'm afraid to set any allies.
It's unfortunate that you are meeting me at this juncture,
When my soul is full of bruises and rupture.
I don't know how to fix it though,
I try every possible means to let it go.
Don't expect you to play a healer, ⚛️
Nor do I need you to be my teacher.
In this season of love I only need,
A soul I can connect with, that can help me proceed!
If you have the patience like I had,
You're welcome to my world, come hold my hand
If you don't, then that's fine too
I'll be glad to know that there's no lie about you, you're true! ☑️