Having not seen her for a long time
When I finally met her,
Noting came out off my mouth,
Just cause of mere shy,
Shy , not about that I loved her ,
But for the guilt of my mistakes.
Although I prepared myself in advance,
To let her know what I feel,
But she was soo happy already,
So I took only a glance,
And said I am sorry,
Sorry for whatever bad impression I have left on her.
The rest of me remained shut
Since ,for the first time in my life
I was at a loss of guts !!
But what I found is that,
I was never that good for her ,
So I should let her go off my thoughts ,
And let myself free.
Having always prayed that she deserves better than me ,
Still don't know why , when I see her
My heart pumps hard
Whereas the mind tells me,
That I should flee.
Though I know she never took me
More than a friend,
But whatever the world says about her
I found her talented and godsend.
But now I don't have enough will left,
To let her live happily
For me , that is only the best.