The Girl I Remember Loving
The weight in my chest is unmistakable
But in contrast I catch myself smiling
Then I realise, I'm thinking about you
Something of a habit made out of time
But it's not about how you're not here anymore
Silly me, smiling at the girl I remember loving
I remember remembering you far too much
That it has become my very own disease
But oh, I was in love, and remember, I did
About far too many things, both little and large
That I can never be sure if I cannot forget you
Or just that I remember you too much.
We were growing apart, and sadly I couldn't do much
Who knew, that love would become my ultimate lesion
The heart burns brighter when it's fuelled by love
Mine still burns, not knowing about what made you cast me away
And to this day it hasn't stopped burning
It burns, but the warmth vaguely resembles that of yours.
I still think about you, the one who could actually walk away
I try to picture you being happy without me
In my head, I can love you and still end up not losing you
In reality though, I wanted to love your very existence
I can be sure that you wouldn't even want me as your memory now
But pardon me, I'm still thinking about the girl I remember loving.
~mohan.writes
#loving
1602 posts-
mohanwrites 5d
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Lying is a choice
But Loving is a decision.......
©banerjeedekai -
Roads
I’m loving the person I’m becoming being next you
Always being by my side on the road
Trust we had our up and downs
But we never let it guide us down
Our love has always guided us back around to loving each other on the road of life -
Not now not ever
She wanted to hide her emotions
She wanted to bury her feelings deep down
She wanted to keep it to herself
Only herself, But she forgot that,
He could see right through her
Even when he was 1000 miles apart
Just after hearing her voice
He could tell that something was wrong
She liked him so much
But she was scared to loose
To loose him
To loose the frienship which was so special to her, To loose someone she liked
So she never asked anything in return
Not now , not tomorrow, Not ever
Because she knew,
Loving is not about taking , It's about giving
It's about letting go of someone
So that the person can find his true happiness
She understood these things
Now, she lives with a smile on her face
With no burdens of regrets in her heart
Because she knew, She did the right thing.
©jelly78 -
I never thought to feel or wanted to ask anything from someone, neither I think that I missed something or I was denied from the things that one should get,I never complained nor I told because I never feeled for such, but yes when I start getting it feels so new and it starts working on me like an illusion; And that is what I feel for the first time was the "LOVE" and actual "CARE".
©wondergirl_suchi7 -
adarah123 2w
My mom
Oh where do I start?
I could talk about the strength you hold
Or how you have the most loving heart.
But words cant explain how amazing you truly are
In a sky filled with darkness
You'd be the worlds most brightest star
You gave me life and an amazing family to go
with it
If anything was wrong I could count on you to fix it
If i had no one else in this world
Atleast i know i have you
You deserve so much out of life
And i hope everything you dream for comes true
You brought me in this world to watch me grow and see what i could be
And no matter what the day brings
I know I'll always have you standing behind me
I love you mom
To the moon and back and around again and again and again
And for having such a beautiful, strong, smart resilient mother like you i will be thankful until the end
©adarah123 -
ancarvallo 3w
Two perfect storms,
Two perfect disasters,
But this isn't a competition,
Of which one dies faster.
Two flames burning,
Magnetic and flush,
One brush, one touch,
Feels like a rush.
One storm surrenders,
The other looks around.
He fell to his knees,
To let her wear the true crown.
©ancarvallo -
The love I have for you.
It was love at first sight
No shadow of a doubt,
Your beauty radiated
There and throughout.
Your eyes lushous blue
Like the ripples
Of the ocean,
Voice of the angels
So softly spoken.
Beautiful Body of the gods
What heavenly odds,
A smile full of sunshine
The darkest days shall shine.
You are the one and only drug
I could ever truely need,
You comfort my soul
You make my heart bleed.
I could never put into words
What I truely mean,
Without you I am useless
Just a spare cog for the machine.
A ray of sunlight
Lighting up my life,
One day in the future
You may become my wife.
I love you forever
That will always be true,
To moon I will travel
And back just for you.
We've been through it all
The ups and the downs,
We've laughed and we've cried
We've smiled and we've frowned.
Hurt each others feelings
Kissed and made up,
These things are sent to try us
They won't split us up.
The love I have for you
So true and so real,
Putting it into to words
Is alway so surreal.
I've always got your back
And that will never change,
I'll support you all the way
Even when we're in separate lanes.
A.D
06.02.2020
©_poetandididntknowit_ -
❤
I believed in you no more but every single time i doubted your existence, you appeared before me like a miracle and made me realise that you exists somewhere here or in another corner of world..
©anshubharti -
Bliss
Some find it in a moment,
Others find it in an emotion,
On the edge of the memory,
At the end of an ocean.
But for me?
It's hard to miss.
I find bliss,
Inside your kiss.
©ancarvallo -
aachiram 4w
The warmth of infinity
(◠‿・)—☆
Under the blanket of infinite
cosmos,
She kept writing for her blooming
love,
In the quilt of infinite
curiosity,
She found something that ain't had boundary..
Whoa !!
She found her dreams..
©aachiram -
Wrong
Stop telling me that "I am wrong",
Bcz it will prove that loving you was my wrong decision.
©vmkhan7 -
shivangij 5w
The perfect place in the world is
For full read below:
Where you get comfort all the time,
Where you are free to be yourself without being judged
Where your courage and weakness both are not criticizing in nature;
Where you are confident
Where you have your personal space,
Where you feel like being loved
Where you can rest anytime;
Where you are satisfied
Where you can smile and embrace,
Where you are yourself and live up to your dreams fulfilled
Where you nurture;
Rather just loving the it throughout.
©shivangij -
However I move on
You will always be missed
In those cold breeze
I can still feel your breath
Wrapped in those memories
Eyes still get wet
Still there's so much
Left unsaid
Your arms across my body
I imagined as my world
Coated with love although
It was a nightmare
"Hold on", I asked you
When you left me desolate
Some questions unanswered
And sinking was the faith
Promises all broken
And shattered were the dreams
Your voice in my ears
Is still whispering
Faded all those caresses
Heart and mind felt
Searching for thy love
My soul is wandering.
©kalp_cloud -
mrplawat 7w
#Alone
हा आती हैं याद मुझे उसकी,
कैसे बताऊं मैं उसे,
वो बात नहीं करना चाहती,
और में बात करने के लिए तरसता हूं,
©mrplawat -
quakespeare 7w
Emotions Pt.13
You say I've hurt you more than he did,
You say you love him more than me.
You say we never could've been together,
Because we aren't meant to be.
You're wrong baby, just hear me out,
I've wiped your tears so many times.
And you think I've hurt you more than he did
Baby, think stuff through sometimes.
You've broken my heart,
You've shattered my soul,
I've forgiven you already,
Because I know you're under his control.
I'll still gonna be there for you,
Doesn't matter how bad you've hurt me.
I'm still gonna be waiting for you,
I'm ready to wait till eternity.
©md_quadr -
quakespeare 7w
Emotions Pt.12
I left everything for you,
Because you were my everything.
You blocked me everywhere,
My calls, you're not answering.
First you helped me get back up,
And then you threw me back.
You left me in the dark corner
Thanks to you, I'm now an insomniac.
You told me you loved me,
You promised you'd never leave.
All of it was just a lie,
I don't know what I'm supposed to believe.
You know I truly loved you,
You know I always cared for you.
I told you before he doesn't love you,
One day, you'll realise all I said was true.
©md_quadr -
quakespeare 7w
Emotions Pt.11
You're not by side anymore,
And I'm the one to blame.
I fucked up and lost you forever,
I'm a loser and that's a shame.
I no longer have you,
I wish we could get back again.
Oh God, give me back the love of my life,
Let her be mine forever, Amen.
I really miss you,
Your absence is killing me.
It's all my fault that I lost you,
And I know you'll agree.
I'm trying not to cry,
I'm trying to convince my heart.
That we'll be together once again,
Even though we're miles apart.
©md_quadr -
quakespeare 7w
Emotions Pt.10
I thought I could treat you better than him,
I feel like I was wrong.
Maybe I should just step back,
And go back to the place that I belong.
I've hurt your feelings before,
And I've hurt them now.
I really wanna make it up to you,
But I don't know how.
I was worried about you,
Maybe I overdid it.
I'm really sorry and I know,
It's too late to admit it.
I know you're angry with me,
And it's totally fair.
But I never meant to hurt you,
Never in my life, I swear.
©md_quadr -
quakespeare 7w
Emotions Pt.9
It's Christmas Eve but I'm sad,
Maybe because I'm not with you.
I wish I could just crash at your place,
For all the kisses that are due.
I'm imagining that you're happy,
That you're having fun.
I hope you're lying in a beach.
Under the rising Sun.
Don't think about what I might be doing,
I'm just here lying in my bed.
With my heart pounding loud,
And my body cold and dead.
I still am ready to wait,
I don't care how long it'll take.
I'm going to this eternal sleep,
And I want to see you when I'm awake.
©md_quadr