To my Future Self.
I wish you are good. No, don't lie to me because I know you are good at pretending you are happy but the eyes, they don't lie. And I know you better than anyone else in the world . People give advices to their younger self usually, but I am doing this to my Future Self , which is You. I know you can't go back to the past and recreate it. But, you can definitely look forward to a better future and I wish you don't forget yourself in the process of trying to be better for everyone. I guess from your past experiences, you must have known that investing time in yourself is necessary to what extent. You have always put yourself forward in helping people and caring about their opinions. You have wasted emotions on wrong people and gifted yourself with heartbreaks and still remained silent. Never spoke a word about how much a person hurt you , instead cried behind the closed doors and smiled to the world. Your soft heart has more often decieved you and you have been a victim to your own desires. You have expected right things from the wrong people and always got disappointment instead.
Dear future self, I wish you to be really aware about your emotions and the people you talk to . Soft hearts like you don't have a place in this world, and if there's a place I hope you find your stay there soon. Be the Ruby you loved to be when you were a kid, the girl who never cared for the world's attention for she was her own entertainment . The girl who was "Happy" and made everyone around her Happy. I will make sure you always be the gem of a person you are and the world understanding who you ARE, and most importantly YOU understand who you ARE. I love you, and when I say it you know I don't fake it like people do.
Take care and save your heart , sweet soul.