You were a blessing.
You are still so precious to me - a gem, a diamond.
You were able to change who I was - change the path I was taking.
I've fallen for you and I knew you've fallen for me too. Your kindness was inevitable, and you never pushed me away, I was always by your side.
However, why am I not beside you now?
I thought the promises we made were special.
I'm struggling right now, my sweetheart.
I can't talk to you because you pushed me away. There's nothing I could do, but regret. I regret every decision I made.
I wish I could turn back time around to the day I was about to lose you.
I can't cry anymore.
I feel numb.