A distant illusion
Could things have taken a better turn, had I had not been in a hurry?
Or a slight proximity would have ignited the same passion within you,
I often befool myself into believing that I could do a lot better in your absence as well,
But the moment your advice rings
within my conscience.
I sit back taking a deep breath and visualise the entire impossible 'never to materialize' false illusion,
Of you, supporting me again the way you initially did by encouraging me,
I could achieve anything with that sort of backing.
Realizing my mistake of being eternally captured within the four walls of my room,
I still question myself repeatedly,
Is there a bigger mistake left to be committed?
Which I made, by not being concerned for anything except work,
I now feel drained by your absence,
And wish that not even my foes commit this blunder,
Of keeping themselves focussed to the extent of spoiling their personal lives!!