Let me just lay it out for you,
I have been jaded, hated, trapped in this deadly relationship for way to long underestimated, investigated, molested, lied about, embarrassed, arrested, untrusted, disgusted and mainly saying you have never been completely honest with me!
I sit and think about that first rose you gave me,
I kept it in a vase so I could see,
When I saved it and pressed the pedals in a book of poems,
The pages of this book had a poem that I wrote for you before you left home,
All I know is I feel trapped in my skin,
I am alone again,
With no hopes of ever trusting anyone and knowing I will never love again,
How unfair it was of you because you always knew,
What was to come,
Another woman waiting for you in distance and that you were done!