I sat gloomy even after having lots
And lots of pending works
Incomplete writings, unrevised chapters
Engaging games, uncleaned shoes
Even some of the shabby clothes too....
I was reluctant to engage in
Those like-gaining apps where
We can be very much active even when
We are not physically in a state
Of accepting likes...
I was hesitant to talk about
those emotional stuffs which
I fear about...
Running tears and regretful eyes
Would sometimes make me
Feel that "Hey, you are emotional right now".
I am impotent of taking up
those current events ongoing around
the world, in our country, even in my locality.
I am sad about thinking those affected people
And let them get cured very fast.
Something is grabbing me back and
Whispering "Hey be Idle like this
For long time, no one is going to
Appoint you for an appealing post
Ho.. Is this the same ' me' who wished leisure times
proclaimed some heroic statements like
"I would use my leisure times to grow my talents,
write some prose, compose some poems,
revise every chapters (twice I think so),
would clean my cupboards, read lots and lots of excellent works"
This 3 months made me
roam around the kitchen
sniffing for new aromas,
5 minutes of book refering processes,
constant switching from social networks to gaming and vice versa.
Let this period end soon and everything back to normal.
(It' s hard I know).