Bobbing up and down with the gentle waves,
Floating aimlessly in the hauntingly silent place.
Gaping at the dull sky with tired blinking eyes,
Watching the clouds that mighty gravity defies.
Every once a while an idea pops in my head
But the calmness of the sea puts it to bed.
Putting an end to my exaggerating mind
And saving me from going mad inside.
Taking a deep breath in, I sink deeper into the water,
Deeper than my senses have ever been together.
Eyes shutting in solitude in the company
Of moisture I'm not aware it's my tears or the sea.
A corpse, smiling, quiet and in peace.
Drowned in sorrow and brought to the beach.
Ironically looking full of life with a smile
Just laying there quietly beside the sand in a pile.
If only that I could be, full of life
But instead here I am, trying to thrive.
In this roller coaster ride with the high and low
Trying to fit in and not go against the flow.