My only dream was!
You are no more a friend, I feel,
I cannot anymore share.
My heart, my fears and doubts,
I wonder if at all you care.
I am supposed to know that now,
I have someone to fall back upon.
But what if you are not at all there,
Forget about even being anywhere aroun'.
The future which becomes present,
Still remains unchanged and lifeless.
Every time I think that things will be better,
My hopes and needs both seem just useless.
I thought that would bring a change,
Since that day we said, 'I do'
A change in a way we shared and cared,
Cared in the way that we vowed to.
How am I supposed to take it?
Whether the vows meant anything at all,
We seems to give up on each other every day,
Rather than giving up on others and forsaking all.
All I dreamt was what every women dreams,
A house that she can call her own.
A place to belong, cared, accepted,
Above all someone who calls her own.