Words to myself
This is a void , my love ..
A void full of nothingness that
You are going through
And lost in this void , you are no longer audacious enough to look the person in the mirror in the eye...
You're fearful of the deadly dispair in his eyes , his hopelessness - ensued from yours- Scoffing murderously at you
You don't want to be written off by yourself.
You don't want face this 'you ' writing this poem ,
But , darling, don't be afraid you are no more the 'you' you loved
Just look in the mirror , face him, his fatal eyes and twinges of self-hatred... Let that self-hatred fall on you
And when it's gotten over , you'll love this
' you '; you'll learn to know him , to befriend him